Hello, Anybody Know Anything About This? Options

Hello everyone!

I'm Jenny, and I'm transsexual. In other words, I'm a girl stuck in a guy's body. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/weeping.gif) I've been looking on the net for about a year and a half for some way to fix the issue of me being transsexual i.e., ....turn myself into a girl. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wish.gif)

So, my uestion is, has anybody here ever heard of someone changing into a member of the opposite sex because of/with magic? Has anyone heard of any methods? Anyone have any ideas where I could look? *besides Occultforums.com, there was a HUGE thread on the subject there before some hacker destroyed everything..... (IMG:style_emoticons/default/tickedoff.gif) * Any ideas, please let me know.

Oh, and yes, I already know about estrogen, but at my age I would have to go thru my mom to get it, and besides her not being keen on the idea at all, I don't know if I could get it prescribed...... (IMG:style_emoticons/default/unsure.gif)

So, anyway, any input on the subject would be greatly appreciated! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif)

Thanks a bunch,
Jenny (IMG:style_emoticons/default/dry.gif)

P.S. Sorry if it sounds like I'm spell begging.....

This post has been edited by polite.heretic: Jan 1 2007, 10:18 PM

Hello everyone! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wiggle.gif)

I fully understand the seriousness of my situation, and the seriousness of jumping to conclusions and doing something I would regret for the rest of my life. But........
Ok, this is the arguement that's going on in my mind. Yes, I have doubts about this. I wonder if I really am transgendered. But then, I wonder if that doubt isn't some form of denial. And I realise that, say, if I got a prescription for hormones tomorrow, and started taking them, that I could be making a HUGE mistake, that I may just be really confused. I ask myself, if this is just something that I've clung onto, an identity that I've clung onto because any identity is better than none, why would I choose one that I know will give me a hard life? I mean, if it's just something like that, why didn't I cling onto an identity that was.....male? And then I think that I can't be 100% sure that I'm a girl stuck in a guy's body. But then, I think, I can't be 100% sure that this doubt is true either. *Is 2:15 am my time, I'm prolly rambling a bit, lol* Why do I think I'd be happier as a girl? Because my mind tells me I should be a girl physically. Because it hurts every day, looking in the mirror and seeing this male thing stare back at you.

The night I told my best friend Tim about me being a girl, he was a lot more ok with it than I'd thought he'd be. But he thought that I was just really confused. He said, "I bet that by the time you're 18 you'll realise you're a guy." And he asked me, what makes you think you're a girl? And I asked him, what makes you think you're a guy? Just because you have a male body?

I had a girlfriend. Her name is Nadia, and I had known for a while that she really liked me. And I came out to her. She was totally ok with it. A few weeks later, she asked me out. I said, ok. But you do realise that you're going out with a girl, right? And she said, "Oh, it doesn't matter, you're still a guy on the outside." I broke up with her after two days.

And I consider myself bisexual, although I will say that a person's sex drive suffers substantially when they're bummed out all the time.

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/blablabla.gif) & such. My train of thought just derailed and ran over a herd of cows, so I'm going to end this particular post.

~ Jenny (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bounce.gif) *Is fully awake but not all here, but isn't logging off just because of a little insomnia*

Hehe, all this talk of snipping off particular body parts reminds me of Rabbi Tuckman and his guillotine circumsciser (IMG:style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)

This post has been edited by Mirima Coile: Jan 4 2007, 01:22 AM