A Very Nasty Curse?..... Help.... Options

Dear forum members,

I know next to nothing about Magick.. so hopefully I'm at the right place, and posting my question at the right forum...

Ever since I've been a kid, bad things used to happen to me. But I always thought this is just a series of coincidences. About 7 years ago it got much worse, practically everything I got involved with went bad - mostly things out of my control. It was really frustrating knowing I have bad luck, and the fact that other people started commenting about it as well (friends, coworkers, doctors) was almost more than I could take.. I've heard so many times: "..you really have bad luck, do you know that?".

I've been told that it's possible someone put a curse on me, ages ago. I didn't know what to think about this, so I just carried on, hoping my luck will change one day.

[hey, I just got an email from my boss insulting me. See what I mean...(IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) OK, I'll continue]

However, about 1 year ago it got much, much worse. Nowadays I just feel extremely unmotivated about things, because everything I get involved with, goes either bad or extremely bad. I know my attitude doesn't help, but it's not just that. I'm just so fed up with this nightmare. I even thought of ending my life.. yes, some things are THAT bad.

I don't know what I did to deserve this......

So.. I wanted to ask for advice.. what can I do??? HELP!!!...

Naturally, I looked online for advice, and of course, found places that promised help. But I have a strong feeling everything I found would be one of those places that would take thousands of $$$ and nothing would change.

And then I thought of coming to this forum.....

Please - any advice would be greatly appreciated,

Yours truly,

Sad S.

This post has been edited by Sad Soul: Jan 3 2007, 06:27 PM

Isaiah, will I be able to defeat this thing..? I really don't know anything about Magick, but from watching movies & TV I can't help but wonder whether I stand a chance on my own...

I just want to be normal in this respect..

Ah. Forgive me for saying, but this is where most Neophytes (please forgive the label, I'm not trying to force it on you) become immersed in magic as it was truly meant to be, encountering the lies surrounding it. Hollywood glamourizes magic, makes it seem friendly, open, a freeform mystic force. It is none of those things. There is a rational explanation with hard sciences for every effect you achieve with magic. It is nothing like hollywood makes it seem. Even the most disparaged of the arts has a rational explanation, energy theory being the forefront, the flagship if you will. And like any other science, if you pick up something bigger than you it has the potential to hurt you.

This thing is another energy affecting you. There's nothing to say that you can't counteract it, surpass it, hell... Become stronger, channel it back at the caster, if it is indeed a hex. The thing to remember is that curses and hexes work their best on someone who is not familiar with ambient energy, and if you start focusing energy into yourself, the flow through the hex or curse will be disrupted. In fact, I've noticed, the smallest energy flux can completely ruin an otherwise good hex. I'm not one for labels here, but if it makes any more sense to you this way, I'm a black magician among other things.

If you want a front-first, top-up, newbie-friendly approach to magic heavily grounded in hard science, try this page. If nothing else, it's worth the read. Very interesting. I've been practicing for over a decade, and I still got some useful information out of it.

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Regards,
Isaiah

This post has been edited by bym: Jan 6 2007, 12:40 AM