Sorry RS . . but this is a Chaos forum . . (IMG:
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The best path is the one your
UNcomfortable with. The one that makes your question and squirm. It's the right path when your ego pressures you to quit. Its the best path when you force yourself to accomidate something strikingly new and different.
Magickal growth can be simply turning over the stone . . . but it can also be hurling the stone away and discovering your new earth underneath.
Your ego won't like it, it certainly wont want you to persist in some area it doesn't understand and that theres a really likelyhood that it will be overwhelmed (ie, un-needed).
All Paths are paths of initiation . . . but the only initiations, in Magick, that are worthwhile are the ones that change you, that make you more then your ego provides
Go slowly . . . go boldly . . . But go into the dark places! Discover something amazing.
Like the aboves, try them all . . . meditate . . . then try each again. It take time, but what'cha gonna do with that time . . . it just goes away anyway.
Only a few actually find a preformed path that fits right, most of us are simply building our own personal collage