in my opinion, kidneys is kidneys - you must accept it as your own or you will be rejecting it
if you can go outside, make a small brown and red cloth bag of brown and red rocks or pebbles, dosen't matter where they come from, just make them your own - if you can't go outside, try making a small brown and red cloth bag of brown and red things 'round the house - tie it up with brown or red cord or ribbon
envision being whole with it as part of you and rub the scar with the bag when it bothers you
just do as you feel with the bag - it is your attachment to your new part
look for changes in diet and waking hours, etc as you assimilate the new energy
remember, i have a weird paradigm, so you may need to adapt this to your methods
oh, and unless your a psychological vampire, talking about it constantly will absolutely do you no good, do dismiss the old days as the past and think of yourself as whole now
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