Am I Mad? Options

Hi everyone

This has been a bit of a weird one.

For the past couple of months I have started developing a bizarre fear of the dark. It has steadily been getting worse and now I have to sleep with the light on at night.

Things started to get weird last week with me waking up at exactly 3:00am every night with my body spasming. My body has also experienced weird spasms on occassion when I´m lying in bed, but not at other times. Also on one occasion when lying in bed I felt something punch my knee from under my bed through the mattress. I wasn´t really sure if I was imagining stuff or whether it was real. Until tonight.

I felt more agitated then normal and but apart from that everything was normal, although I was not tired. Suddenly I felt a huge amount of terror, and something under the bed starting punching my leg with a regular rhythm. I know this sounds a bit cheesy, but there was also a sound that started as a low moan but got louder and higher in pitch until it was almost a roar. My visualisation abilities are rubbish, but I did kind of make out the outline of shapes in the room.

I hurredly did an impromptu version of the LBRP and the problems stopped. I even felt the mattress and bed sinking back down. However, I thought could just about see 2 very thin figures at the bottom of my bed.

I know I have a vivid imagination, but I think actually feeling the punches was a bit more than I could imagine. I have been doing a lot of pathworking, especially with the Qaballah recently, and have felt my abilities improve very rapidly in the past week, but I don´t know if there is any connection there.

Anyone got any ideas of what it is and what I can do?

Thanks.

When you practice these things, you open doors. If you were to ask a Christian such as myself I would say you are demon possessed. Most possessions exist passively until you open a door in which God, as in the only God, can use you. Then the demon will begin to torment you because you have become a danger to your affiliations.

Whomever your father might be choose wisely and don't be in between... The occult has much power no doubt and brings a promise of power, but at a cost. It is a spec of dust on the elephants back.

You are not mad.

I will leave you with this: It is better to know a little than to misunderstand allot.

Good Luck to you.

Edit: I forgot to mention the reason I am posting this is because it fits the stereotypical Christian definition of an active possession.

Sorry mate, was this meant for me or for MrMerlin? I think I can definitely say that the problem I had was not what you would define as classical possession. For a start, whatever it was didn´t try to get "inside me", but merely hang around my flat. I have no idea why it liked to bite and scratch my legs, but I don´t believe it was possession, or even a demon for that matter