I Need Some Help Options

hello everyone

i need some help the help in the form of healing.

my question is. is there someone that is willing to evoke a healing spirit and ask if the spirit is willing to heal my body.

i really want to learn evoking spirits but in my current condition that will not be possible.

i see evoking spirits as a means of learning and helping others.

i really want to be my body in peak condition again not only for learning evocation but also to be able to help again.

i know the usual answer on these forums is go to the doctor or something like that but i have done that for almost two years.

and for my body completely healt and cured then the spirits are my chance.

so is someone able and willing to help.

blessing to you all.

my right eye is blind it has nerve damgage the nerve behind my eye is broken.

my left eye is almost out of sight i have 4% left in that eye meaning a written line to read for me is letter by letter that eye works as a laser only straight ahead for about 1.5 meters also nerve damage.

it can regenerate but it will leave scarring and no sight.

i have found a way to repair that damage without scarring.

one piece of technology that is already underway in some ways it's already being used.

the beauty is it will work for everyone. it will also work for the envirement medical even building.

all i want is to be able to help others. and solve some problems in this world.

people act to the most thing blind what happens and don't do anything to change but change begins with one person.

people look at most problems they have that it is effect of something mental and the mind is a powerfull thing dont get me wrong.

but my desire to help is bigger. my mind has protected me from many things and help me heal from many things.

but my blindness now has showed me also many things it is a blessing in the shadows. it showed me that there arent many people that help others. but i also see it as a way to do something that can help many people the only problem is i can't do it my self.

my eyes can't handle any light so i need to wear sunglasses i can't see in the dark any book to read will take ages and maybe my eyes wont work that long when using my eyes to long will result that my eyes begin to burn but i have trained my body and mind to ignore most of the pain.

and i welcome any positive thought so thanks for that.

and before my eyes went this bad i tryed a genie evocation but that didn't work but i needed to try to obtain the knowleadge to build and programme that technology.

and i can only positve thinking that's what creeps the doctors the most.

and maybe my blindness has taken me here to find the help to obtain the knowleadge so that it can help everyone.
live has many roads.

so if someone is willing then please help.
and one question why did all of you learned evocation to learn and someday be able to help or to better one self

sorry if there is bad spelling or something but i can only type blind and not check
blessings to you all and my your dreams also come true

This post has been edited by daniel22: Jan 24 2007, 05:09 PM