**tries to do this without extricating myself**
My first time know what magick was when I was 5, I had some previous (or inherited) knowledge that I didn't understand what it was. I started learning more about myself through dreams, visions etc. I got a better hold of it when I was 10, and just like any child it was treated like some sort of game. Who could I screw with, how could I get what I wanted that sort of thing. I had no proper guidance, or anyone to talk to about it because I was surrounded by Jehovah witnesses. My attitude changed after I was visited quite frequently by malicious and mischievous entities. It would seem that using magick without circles or grounding, or any type of preparation and just going at it half cocked and without protection attracted quite a few things. I couldn't stand fighting them off for much longer, I thought I was going to go crazy or die. I couldn't tell anyone so there was a lot of depression. They just kept coming and I didn't know how to stop it so I figured if I got ride of all my power the they would go away. I put everything I had into a quartz crystal ( I think it was quartz... swiped it from a science far project) and tossed it into the ocean. But I could still see these things lingering about and I didn't' like what what I saw so I just wanted desperately not to see them... so as a result my third eye is permanently closed (well squinting). I was born with it open and now I can't even use it. Lets not even get into the bad chakra health.
Speaking from personal experience, if your child has an interest in magick. Educate them well and don't let them get themselves into trouble, I've just now gotten cleared of the karma 2 years ago.
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~Paradox The White Chaos~~Praecantrix~
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