Tarot, the connection between Options

The Tarot experience.
I woke up one morning,five months ago, with only one thing in my head: I must buy Tarot cards, and so I did.
Since then, I feel that my tarot cards are an extension of me. They change their answer after my feelings about what I am asking them. Actually, they point out to the answer which I already know, but I'm not opening my eyes to the right direction so I need their help. It's kind of like God answering to the one looking for him: 'You wouldn't be looking for me if you wouldn't already have found me', (excuse my defectuous grammar). (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wacko.gif)
Curious thing: if one card slips from the deck while I'm mixing them,and I get to see what it is, I'll surely pick that one.
I think I'm starting to love my cards.
I'll be really happy if some of you will share their Tarot experiences.

What deck did you buy?

As for cards falling out while shuffling: many times that card is very significant. My friend wanted a very concise answer to what he was gonna have to face. He was shuffling the cards for me and The Lovers fell out. Before he shuffled them back in i told him tht was his card. It fit to everything I saw prior to the readings i gave him.

Incidently, the card had been placed so that it showed upwards rather than downwards like the other cards. Whcih made it that much more significant.