I tell you, the very day I got mine in the mail from Amazon.com, I remember I hit it in my purse and took it to work. Eeek...it couldn't have been a coincidence, fights went on all night long, guy and his pregnant girlfriend were pushing each other around, and damn near everything that could go wrong did. So I put the book up for a whille. But I find now, as I have taken it out again, I am asking for help with my creativity, and it's like an explosion of it. I don't know why, but the book is inspiring me in my writtings and everything. And before when my spells were not working, they are starting to again..might be coincidence or not...may even be that wonderous power of the subconcious mind effecting moods and life, but I find I am not that afraid of the Nec as I was when I got it this time, or even when I first layed hands on it way back when I was 18 years old...in fact, when I was 18 I found that spark of creativity as well, but I was going through a lot of illusion in my life. Now, I trust my creativity...and if the Nec is feeding that, or feeding from that, then it's ok...books and words have power...any book. As for the alphabet, one could take it for granted untill one realises how 26 simple letters can be arranged in so many groups of words, and what those words can cause us to feel. Regardless of whether it was a hoax, or one man's desperate reach into the unknown...one thing is certain, Magic fullfills a deep longing within us, a kind of desire if you will. And that is all I am going to say on the matter. (IMG:
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