Help Identify Desription!, What entity/group best fits description? Options

I am trying to Identify a certain deity/entity/group/astral culture/pantheon (choose any/all) that fits the description of the following abstract elements. Be careful, it's somewhat jumbled, because I know -what- I am looking for, but don't know -how-, -who-, or -where-!

Is as follows:

-Dark, but benevolent and good, sorta the same feel one gets from a crimson twilight on halloween, in a victorian neighborhood, with the smell of burning wood from various fireplaces surround you. A faint smell of vanilla fills your nostrils. (this is the most blatant and accurate description I could express)
-A "Gentle Shade" energy, if you will.
-Feminine aspect of such is best characterized by Gothic Lolitas, and Male aspect best characterized as "Cloak and Dagger poet."
-Very gentle.
-Not very much into the "tough love," and sarcasm/smartassness is NOT a tenet.
-Stands more for more of a developmental nurturing sanctuary and safe-haven rather than for hard-knock education.
-A gentle grace and beauty.
-If there was an element/flavor/type to this energy which is used, I would say either "Twilight" or "Cosmic," perhaps both.

Any Ideas where to start looking for what I seek? Is it a person? Is it a place? Is it an object? A God(dess)? Perhaps a time? Is it the unknown itself (now thats just TOO abstract and in the clouds!)?

(ALTERNATE) Or, could it be that such a combination of characteristics has never been discovered, and that I need to start an astral domain of my own where this is a reality?

i'd suggest your suggestion of creating an astral domain embodying the essences of 'it'

Noted. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/book.gif)

the burnt oak could well be real charcoal, the vanilla smell, incense

All I know is it smells like a bruning fireplace in the winter. Thanks for the input.

see how it responds to the concept of cemetary or graveyard or lily flowers or camphor

Camphor? hmm...Maybe. I use that to mix medicines, so maybe there is a healing property here? As for the graveyards/cemetaries, no one allows nightshifts. Security's tight in my area! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/knuppel2.gif)

and see how it responds to the concept of flight, and of really bright light, too

Well, I just described the nights! Flight is more a personal thing, and really bright light? Well, I just call that "stoneless weed!" (IMG:style_emoticons/default/partytime.gif)

try to get an associative metal - like a victorian wrought-iron gate, but made of something else - what would it be?

For some reason I am feeling -Platinum-. Why...? (IMG:style_emoticons/default/confused012.gif)

Noted. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/book.gif)
All I know is it smells like a bruning fireplace in the winter. Thanks for the input.
Camphor? hmm...Maybe. I use that to mix medicines, so maybe there is a healing property here? As for the graveyards/cemetaries, no one allows nightshifts. Security's tight in my area! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/knuppel2.gif)
Well, I just described the nights! Flight is more a personal thing, and really bright light? Well, I just call that "stoneless weed!" (IMG:style_emoticons/default/partytime.gif)
For some reason I am feeling -Platinum-. Why...? (IMG:style_emoticons/default/confused012.gif)

Ave

I'd heed Moloch's words above, it seems to be fulfilling all of your desires of what a spirit should be, so, besides some shifty discarnate spirit, I would say that it is thought-form created by your own self, either by desire of a creature of this sort to exist, or subconscious desire of the same. I am more inclined to believe the latter. That is not to say that it has no worth, the opposite. It (if accurate) is a creation of your own mind, embodying the principles and description of what you would like a spirit to be, and thereby can work the work that you wish to embody. I would prescribe attempting to conjure the spirit and then submit it to a battery of tests to really go beneath your own desires and find the truth. If it is a discarnate spirit, then banish it and cut the vamp cord from your astral body (lol) if it is a created thought-form, then work with it to do accomplish both of your's (your) goal.

Ad Scientiam

This post has been edited by Lucian: Feb 14 2007, 02:45 AM