Money is not the most difficult achievement in life. Satisfaction is. With money as a frame of reference for satisfaction, fulfilment and happiness (at one time, not now), I set out, as you're probably contemplating, to change everything, to achieve assets regardless of cost.
In some measure I achieved this. I did perform magick and it did bring me good fortune, and no I don't consider it black or grey or anything else. But in the end it's a trap. You'll never have enough unless that point of view eventually changes -- as it did for me. But I do have a "wealth" servitor, as well as a "health" servitor and "protection" servitor, and they all work hard, and it's wonderful. But you have to work hard TOO. Magick fulfills by the "easiest path" and to make magick work and to give servitors power, you have to leave the house, educate, work hard (for me it meant seventy to eighty hours a week). At some point, you'll realize it's not really what matters, but YES, the magick works -- if you empower it with your will, your work and your good intentions.
Give it time. It took me years, but I did get all I needed -- and then I realized it wasn't what I really needed after all. It's all an illusion in the end. But it works.
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