I Implore You~ Options

I read on the topic description that it said "Healing" the implication being that one should come here for advice on healing; thus I present my situation to you for advice or recommendations.
For the past while I've been finding myself increasingly sliding down a slippery slope to a place I don't want to be, I feel somewhat unconnected to my spiritual nature, I find myself questioning my intelligence and find my energy dropping to painfully low levels - so much so I am over-sleeping on weekends or days off until four or five in the afternoon. Add to which there's an impending sense of lacking motivation, focus and any sort of intent in my life.
I know this sounds classic teenage depression, but I have hit my 20's and I feel that there's something dragging me down and if I don't find some method to break away from it I'm gonna end up taking a nose-dive into an even worse place than I am currently in.
To be completely honest it feels as if I am 'rotting' inside, decaying. Whenever I examine my body u sing my minds eye, all I see is a constant state of decay - which sometimes disappears - but then often comes back. I have done banishing after banishing but still feel that plug in my body as if everything that I build up is seeping out. I have checked my aura and constantly remove little 'tubes' that stick to it, probably from psychic vampires...but aside from that I need some help in how the hell I can get all of that away from me in the most efficient and powerful manner. I did kundalini for a while, but the lack of results I felt just lost my interest in that also.
Please for the love of God suggest something.

This post has been edited by uchih: Feb 19 2007, 04:25 PM

Weird a few weeks ago I heard a voice in my head say "I implore you". I think im slightly schizofrenic but still where the hell did the word "Implore" come from. The only time ive ever heard that word is when I was about 7 and my mother used to teach me prayers one of them definately said "implore you".

Would I be right in assuming it means exploring the inside of you?


Also not to change the subject but I keep hearing a quiet voice calling me an animal. 5 seconds ago seemingly in response to what I just typed a voice said "you animal". Really quietly like being whispered.

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Feb 21 2007, 10:36 PM