Energy And The Like, How to keep it and how to get rid of it Options

Greetings,

I have been for some six months now trying to develop my abilities with energy. Mostly by way of exercises suggested here, balls of energy, pushing out as much as possible for as long as possible, and the like. I have made some impressive gains in regard to the amount of energy and length of time I can gather, hold, and move it about. There are, however, one or two things that I for the life of me cannot quite get.

First, I cannot hold energy with out a conscious effort to do so. I at first thought I was another system of concentration, or lack there of, but I can do several things a once while holding energy. So it would seem that there is another reason for this.

Second, once I have internalized the energy- wherever it came form- I cannot project it far from my body. The farthest I have ever gotten is three inches. A similar problem is the energy once a got it out will not stay there for long, before flowing back in to me; like pushing water up hill.

With the notable exception of, putting energy in to an object, it will always comeback to me. All I could find was something I read about energy always coming back to its owner; it was in I karmic context, so it might not apply here.

I was wondering if anyone has had the same- or even mildly similar- problems, and if so how was it resolved; but any help would do nicely.

Cheery-Bye

This post has been edited by fatherjhon: Mar 22 2007, 10:49 PM

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excellent advice. what you telling is what i also got to learn from experience. moving a bit ahead is how you do spells too. its how you direct the energies to work on the causal(which revolves around emotions, thoughts,wishes,eagerness) universe and make that work in the astral to subsequently effect on the physical.



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