Questions About The Bandar Options

Ok, sort of a long one here.


I have read that the Bandar are like a separate set of entities, not good or evil in human terms, and are often a reflection of sorts of the one who calls them.


As a child, I lived in a house that had a powerful entity in it. When I was left alone at night, it would terrify me, until one night I used my imagination and called or created something darker, meaner, and more powerful than what was in the house to protect me. It worked, and the being I called has been with me sense. It has at times been hard to control, like a chained dog it doesn't seem happy if ignored. It has manifested least once in another case where a friend was being haunted (for lack of a better word) and it attacked the bad guy pretty badly, and almost consumed it. In cases where I have been in houses with presences, all I ahve to do is release it and the entities either leave or are eaten.


As time went on, I began to make peace with it. It seems to hover around the chakra point near my navel (sorry, I am not good with terminology). Once I began my work with the necro, it calmed down a lot, to the point where I wondered if it was still there. Two nights ago a lady was with me in bed and she began to feel things crawling on her and got scared, I calmed her down(she thought it was bugs or some such but my apartment is bug free) and got her back to sleep. I am pretty sure it was just some psychic trash, the same stuff that sometimes accumulates around me. So I called the daemon inside of me, let it loose, and the shenanigans ended.

I always felt it was most likely a thought form I created that is linked to my energies, or some part of my psychic make up that is just over activeMy feeling of this companion seems to resemble much of what I have read here of the Bandar. It becomes calmer when I give it attention, and I have yet to encounter anything, ever, that can even come close to matching it's power when I am threatened. As I said earlier, it has become much "nicer" since my necro work has begun.


ANyone care to speculate as to what this is? Is this possibly a Bandar like being that I somehow called long ago? Or am I way off base?

Greetings Gemini,


Actually, I would not be surprised at all if you'd just naturally called a Bandar, even as a child.
Enki knows our destinies and if he saw you one day picking up the path of the Necronomicon, he may have just assigned you a bandar, since you were calling for a protective spirit.
Even though as a child you believed you were just imagining up a protective spirit, it is highly likely that you actually summoned one through natural ability. It seems fully possible to me that you called a bandar.
Besides the fact of Enki hearing your call, or knowing you future path, summoning the entities involved with the Necronomicon can and many times, is a very organic, almost shamanistic experience. The sigils and incantation involved help, but aren't needed if you know consciously or even subconsciously, what you are trying to contact.
Now that you've seen this spirit calm down and become more integrated into your life, I would suggest trying to construct the Agga Mass Ssaratu bowl and burning some bread for this spirit. If you feel him feeding from it and becoming excited/empowered by it, then there is a very good chance that you do indeed have a bandar.

Good luck,
Nosotro Tehuti.