2 nights ago from this post, I AP'd. The estimated time of projection was appx. 3:AM eastern Standard time.
Before I AP'd fully, I went through different layers of reality, most of which included dreamstate layers of the cosmos.
I went through layers, and found problems of each one and how it applied to me...
One of the first ones had my little brother strolling down a hallway, shouting something useless like, "Elephantitis of the Penis!" or something like that.
One of the middle layers had a blaring tv with some news show on. Sounded like some corporate news bs like fox or something. It was loud, it was on, it was horrible.
I finally came to an end to the journey, and ran into a mirror. As I looked, there was a resort park on the other side in the mirror. I willed myself through, and flew through, skidding on my butt beside a pool at this resort. Comical, but hey, it worked!
Throughout the entire journey, I felt like my mind was in a haze, and the best way I could describe it was with this abstraction: It felt like white noise from a tv. Not only that, but throughout my trip along the side of the pool at this resort, I heard that tv constantly talking and shouting and spamming. It was all radio-type announcements, news, and bullshit.
I eventually woke up when i realized I was being smothered by my own pillow and not getting oxygen. I woke up, and took a breath.
It disturbed me, however, that something so trivial caused me so much trouble. I know that this dreamscape TV is at fault because i feel this on an intuitive level, a logical level, and virtually every other level of my being. This tv, somehow, is causing energy static and scrambling my own signal from my body to my spirit as I try to travel through the dreamscapes of my unconscious mind to the cosmos beyond.
Thing is, for all you experienced travellers out there: How do I turn off that Damn TV!?
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