QUOTE(gmcbroom @ May 13 2007, 10:36 AM)
Now I'm intrigued. Do you think you'll contact Shub-Niggurath again? Did you do any gate walking before you attempted this? I apologize for these questions if they appear off topic but I'm curious for i believed that calling the Ancients was akin to suicide or atleast madness. But if your here then clearly I must revise my opinion and just start the whole evocation experience. I'm more of an arm chair sorcerer looks like its time i get up and start practicing.
gmcbroom
Well here I am so yes the ancient ones did not kill me yet for two reasons: 1. They like me and want me to do what I am planning of which I have instructions not to reveal from the Elder Gods themselves. 2. They cannot hurt when they want to because of other forces present that may have enough power to protect me. I do know though that both times Pazuzu and Shub-NIggurath at their summoning were present and since then they are active. Pazuzu more than Shub-Niggurath for I have summoned him first but hey that's the kinesis I am getting from the invisible forces. No, contacting Shub NIggurath is too late for the seasons have passed much so. Yes I did do gate walking but it was more of Astral projection, which I prefer to say as astral traveling. I even saw the Cold waste of Leng with help from some demon or entity that was small but had power to make all invisible with it. It is suicide or madness but it's all about control of the chaos. Here is the secret my friend: if you know how to control the chaos of the Ancient Ones, you can have more than all earth's pleasures in your own sphere of influence (place where you live and do business). Yup it would be time to start practicing for practice makes perfect my friend!