Someone Leaching Off Me?, I should have seen this comming.... Options

Well, I lot has been happening, and I really wish I kept a diary! what can I say, I'm lazy (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sculacciata.gif)

Lets start from the beginning. I'm still in the middle of Hemi-Sync. for those of you who dont know of it, google it.

Well, during one of the tapes (wave 2 or 3, I cant rmember), I did my usual : Put all my worries in a box, "resonant tunning", an energy sheild, an affirmation, then following on to "focus 10".

After all this, the tape then asked to do a different, additional affirmation, when I started doing this, I felt a huge energy surge starting at the base of my spine, and flowwing into all of my body. It was moving to say the least. EXTREMELY moving!!! Up until this point, my dreams where getting crystal clear. For the next three nights, I had nightmares. In one of them, a woman held me captive in a house, by using a phone that, when dialed, affected my heart, and felt like a full-on heart attack. This all happened about 2 months ago.

Just recently I had a breif incounter with a goetic deamon (my doing, tho). Since talking to my mother (a healer) she talked to a few of her friends to put out feelers, and they have said something has snagged me. My third eye is apparently damaged, and I will be requiring at the very least, a lot of banishing.

So..... can anyone recommend a good banish to start with? LBRP? middle pillar?

just to make things a little clearer, I am having a hard time sitting still through my tapes too. I dont know if its a parasite, or someone a little bigger. Anything would be a good start

Greetings,

Curious and curiouser.

I didn't feel the nature of the energy myself, so I can't speculate as to whether it was positive or negative.
However, it doesn't sound like someone/thing try to leech from you. I think the only way that would be the case is if it was very inexperienced human attempting it from a distance. My reason for saying so is that someone or something strong enough to feed in a way that you would feel it as you did, would also have the ability to be very very subtle in the act.
So personally it sounds to me like one of two things.
Either an entity (positive or negative) was trying to get your attention in a big way, or you were subconsciously trying to evocate whatever being you were communing with.
I evocate and invocate on a regular basis and the sensations you've described sound very similar to what i feel quite often in the practice. Especially if I'm planning on astrally projecting to the entities realm. It's like a strong hand grasps your energy body and tries to pull you out of your skin.
Normally I don't experience pain when this happens, as it my intention for it to occur and I go along with it. But I imagine fighting it would indeed cause some discomfort and disorientation.
I think your best bet in this situation would be to perform some strong banishings (for both yourself and your friend) and then wait to see if it happens again. If it does, seek the help of someone versed in evocation and invocation in person, as they should be able to assist.
Good Luck,
Nosotro

thank gods, nosotro! i was beginning to worry i wouldnt get any answers. now that you mention the hand...yes, ive been grabbed out of my body before...but everytime it happened ive successfully resisted and "the force" has tried multiple techniques... so i dont think it is ME doing it...but some external force capable of reasoning? (im not sure it was the same thing either...what you describe sounds like the giant hand that picked me up and tried to transport me somewhere while i was in astral form...this most previous one, tried to induce something in me while i was fully awake; it was very personal and violating. I had not been meditating more than 5 minutes. when i broke away i left the being a sober "shame on you" feeling. a bit of a slap on the wrist. I guess i just need to be rougher if im going to protect myself and a guilt trip wont stop whatever it was from doing it again. As for the banishing, you dont have to say it twice. Ill get on that! however...the subconscious rebelling seems to be the theme of the year for me. Evidently my subconscious has been doing things without my permission OR my knowledge..i dont know how to fix it, but its very alarming not to have control. Evoking huh? It could be possible. I will check it out thankyou very much.