Someone Leaching Off Me?, I should have seen this comming.... Options

Well, I lot has been happening, and I really wish I kept a diary! what can I say, I'm lazy (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sculacciata.gif)

Lets start from the beginning. I'm still in the middle of Hemi-Sync. for those of you who dont know of it, google it.

Well, during one of the tapes (wave 2 or 3, I cant rmember), I did my usual : Put all my worries in a box, "resonant tunning", an energy sheild, an affirmation, then following on to "focus 10".

After all this, the tape then asked to do a different, additional affirmation, when I started doing this, I felt a huge energy surge starting at the base of my spine, and flowwing into all of my body. It was moving to say the least. EXTREMELY moving!!! Up until this point, my dreams where getting crystal clear. For the next three nights, I had nightmares. In one of them, a woman held me captive in a house, by using a phone that, when dialed, affected my heart, and felt like a full-on heart attack. This all happened about 2 months ago.

Just recently I had a breif incounter with a goetic deamon (my doing, tho). Since talking to my mother (a healer) she talked to a few of her friends to put out feelers, and they have said something has snagged me. My third eye is apparently damaged, and I will be requiring at the very least, a lot of banishing.

So..... can anyone recommend a good banish to start with? LBRP? middle pillar?

just to make things a little clearer, I am having a hard time sitting still through my tapes too. I dont know if its a parasite, or someone a little bigger. Anything would be a good start

A person or entity invading your freewill in such a way, leeching off you, does not deserve any patience or any temperance from you at all. Give them a inch and you give them a mile. If it is 'psi-vampire' leeching off you that makes them a parasite, and nothing more.

Confine the presence to a triangle where you have complete control over it, and question it until you obtain it's true name - and do whatever you will with it!

Zugzwang- yes, i suppose confining to a triangle would be a good alternative to a banishing...is that a type of binding? I really have no experience in this sort of thing but I know i am naturally good at binding. by the way...Will banishing drive away all spirits in the area? Ive tried a minor banishment before, and i succeeded...but a friend (i question his expertise sometimes) told me i drew from the wrong energy facet and exhausted the borders i set as well as the source that i drew from; it caused more problems than helped. The energy facet, i am told, was from a friend entity that resided near the room i did it in, evidently some self-appointed guardian i didnt know about. Then, i was completely ignorant of what i was doing. Now, I am fearful to do it again...ESPECIALLY if the banishing encompasses a living person, and not a geographical point (that is, within the borders of a room). What havoc could i wreak that way? I am not much more informed than i was before. I dont want to make things worse! Thats the main thing im worried about. As for leaching...it was a suspicion...but im not sure if it actually WAS a parasite. Is calling it up and questioning it the only way i can tell...im not that advanced yet, and i dont want to get in over my head. what is a leaching supposed to feel like? Are there multiple ways that leaches manipulate victims? What are the symptoms that follow or occur during a leaching? I dont want to misdiagnose the problem!

This post has been edited by valkyrie: May 17 2007, 03:15 PM

Zugzwang- yes, i suppose confining to a triangle would be a good alternative to a banishing...is that a type of binding? I really have no experience in this sort of thing but I know i am naturally good at binding.

If you're being attacked then usually it's better to bind than banish - the reason for this is if someone has sent out a entity to cause you harm, if you bind that entity then you reduce the casters capability to do the same again with the same potency, they will be like butter spread too thinly on toast! Information on the binding of spirits while inside a triangle can be found in the goetia. A way to avoid most minor astral parasites besides from banishing, is to use aura building exercises like the M.P.

by the way...Will banishing drive away all spirits in the area? Ive tried a minor banishment before, and i succeeded...but a friend (i question his expertise sometimes) told me i drew from the wrong energy facet and exhausted the borders i set as well as the source that i drew from; it caused more problems than helped. The energy facet, i am told, was from a friend entity that resided near the room i did it in, evidently some self-appointed guardian i didnt know about. Then, i was completely ignorant of what i was doing. Now, I am fearful to do it again...ESPECIALLY if the banishing encompasses a living person, and not a geographical point (that is, within the borders of a room).

If you want to localise a banishing to a specific area then you first draw a circle about you (the circle should be drawn the size of the room you're in, in this case) either with incense, a dagger, you finger, paint/chalk, or by using visualisation (a brilliant sphere of light encompassing your body is another form of a circle). The atmosphere is laden with spirits and it's great that one appointed itself to look over you, but it should be YOU who appoints THEM - this way you avoid any interference; as they can never conflict with your true will if you are the one who designated that they should be there to act as guardians.

What havoc could i wreak that way? I am not much more informed than i was before. I dont want to make things worse! Thats the main thing im worried about. As for leaching...it was a suspicion...but im not sure if it actually WAS a parasite. Is calling it up and questioning it the only way i can tell...im not that advanced yet, and i dont want to get in over my head. what is a leaching supposed to feel like? Are there multiple ways that leaches manipulate victims? What are the symptoms that follow or occur during a leaching? I dont want to misdiagnose the problem!

You don't have to question it if you don't want to. When somebody or something tries to leech off of you it feels, to me, like someone is placing a shoehorn between the layers of your aura - you will feel fatigued in all respects if it gets particularly bad. Leeches manipulate their victims in the sense that they will continue to make you feel bad so you don't take any action against them. I know some parts of my post sound preachy, but it's just my advice.