Could I Be Cursed? Options

Something odds been going on in my head for about 6 months now. It happened alot more when I was smoking weed but its still happening alot now that im completely sober.

I keep hearing an internal voice repeating the words "Your dead". It doesnt happen in a row. Say I hear it in the morning about 10 minutes later I might hear it again. Then an hour later I'll hear it again. Its getting to repetetive its really starting to piss me off. I hear it about 50 times a day.

I noticed it started intensifying after hanging around with a certain friend. I had always seen something negative or evil about this particular friend. Lots of times when wed be stoned id see a black shadow flying around his head. Also when hed get drunk he had an urge to hurt people and beat people up. I suspected he mighta been possessed by a demon or the likes.I noticed whenever Id get in a fight with this particular friend id become a little more accident prone and id have fucked up dreams.

For example one day I was arguing with him and told him off. I could see I really pissed him off. That night right as I was falling asleep Id see these black shadows flying into my face. After falling asleep id have these really twisted dreams. Once I dreamt my brother came home from a fight and his whole lower jaw was missing. That dream disturbed me.

A while back I got in a fist fight with this guy and gave him a beating. Thats when I noticed I was having lots of fucked up dreams and hearing "Your dead" all the time. A few days after I beat him up under fairly weird circumstances one day I had the worst accident of my life. I was really drunk coming outta the bar at 3 in the morning and I was running from the police I think. I cant remember very much but I remember hiding between two parked cars and right as I made a run for it a car sped by and clipped me. Insane coincidence to say the least. At the exact moment I made my move a car sped by and hit me. It left me with a huge life long scar on my forehead and I broke my hand in two places when I hit the ground. My hand still isnt healed they have to operate and put a pin it. Its been 5 months but my hands still broken.

I made friends with the guy about a month after the accident and noticed I stopped hearing "Your dead". About 2 months after that I got in another brawl with the guy but I lost this time seeing as my hand was broken. The fucker also split my scar open again. I had to get it stitched up a second time.

Ive been hearing "Your dead" about 40 times a day ever since. Its starting to get on my nerves. Am I being paranoid in assuming this "friend" has anything to do with it?

I seriously dont think hes smart enough to know much about magick or the occult but if he did hes the kinda person that would use black magick. Is there any way to know for sure if theres a curse on my and would a simple banishing ritual lift it?

Maybe you should try absorbing the energy of your foe. I have found that whenever I get attacked I seem to get more powerful when all is said and done. Of course I am in close contact w/ ancient spirits of Sumeria and Babylon. Your best bet is -if you dont have the knowhow and power yet--to contact and willing person to erect an astral wall around you. Or even better a filter to let the energ being spent on you to be absorbed and transformed w/i you.

THis is all my vantagepoint of course--and each situation always has infinit numbers of variables.

Maybe you should try absorbing the energy of your foe. I have found that whenever I get attacked I seem to get more powerful when all is said and done. Of course I am in close contact w/ ancient spirits of Sumeria and Babylon. Your best bet is -if you dont have the knowhow and power yet--to contact and willing person to erect an astral wall around you. Or even better a filter to let the energ being spent on you to be absorbed and transformed w/i you.

THis is all my vantagepoint of course--and each situation always has infinit numbers of variables.

Ive heard of this somewhere...anyhow...how is this done? I mean...absorbing the energy of ones foe? Can a novice like myself carry something like this out? There are times when I feel like this...times when I too feel cursed, or bound, like I cant breath or get my thoughts straight (no offense to Xochipilli...Im not on anything...thanks be to higher power my last dose was two years ago...). Someone mentioned something about Santeria...here in Mexico...some peoples patron saint is the "blessed death (Santa Muerte)", the gream reaper. Anyhow, I was thinking of going to Mexico City (ancient: Tenochtitlan) and having a cleansing done by those who still follow the old ways. Dress in Mexicatl (aztec regalia), dance in the middle of the town square etc. If my higher power permits...as the copal burns...all of you my revered brothers and sisters will be in my thoughts and shall wish you the best. Tlazocamati (thankyou)

This post has been edited by ASH007: May 24 2007, 10:16 AM