Need Some Advice On My Evocations - Mepsitahl, mepsitahl Options

well Ive done another evocation tonight of Mepsitahl. and I did the full LBRP and hexegram and I used the goetia evocation. the full lot. and the most I get is a brief flash of her from a recollection I had of another time I did it and was messing around and got full view of her., beyond the mirror just after the evocation when the energy is strong after that i see no sign of her. and then I hear laughing? what gives ? ( and this happens everytime I do an evocation regardless of spirit) and then I hear like voices like someone having a conversation in the background but I cant make any sense of it. (I could be trying to hard to hear something and I do that to help manifest a voice. and then just random stuff happens in my mirror like normal scrying and there is no communication. I dont know if that is anough to say the welcome and I cant even check the identity. Is it because she is a fictional spirit? Im pretty new. only a couple years so does anyone have any advice I can try for next time? any help would be much apprecated. thank you

M1rrOR/TRiX,

Keep posting, it's interesting to hear your experiences.

Not banishing is one of those things that I've found can be helpful, but at the same time dangerous and foolish. It depends on the spirit, and the situation.

The best way to get the attention of a spirit if you're a beginner(and to get into the proper state of mind) is to do what you've been doing. Doing the nightly or daily evocations is a good thing to get stronger with your skills. I've done it to get better manifestations, and it works.

Hearing those voices could be her, but at the same time it could be other spirits you've attracted through from "the other side". I know that sounds corny, but it's true. You open a gateway when you evoke something, so if you don't banish, you run the risk of not sending back all those other spirits. I suggest you try some formal license to depart of all the present spirits, except mepsitahl. Try bell ringing to get rid of those lower astral life forms. I don't believe it's as easy as ringing a bell to get rid of something more powerful, like a demon, but it does help. It should alleviate the problem of hearing voices, but not totally get rid of what you want to keep around.

Seeing things moving in the corner of your eyes is normal, and common after a working, or after raising energy to your third eye. Don't worry about it too much.

Some people might think it's bad advice for me to say "keep going", but hey, there are many people that are afraid to try new things or test their limits. I like to do both, even if it puts me in danger. Just know that the consequences of doing these things is that, yes, you could end up in a mental institution. That's your choice though, and it's up to you to stay sane.

Good luck, keep writing, and I'll post whenever I think you need advice.