Need Some Advice On My Evocations - Mepsitahl, mepsitahl Options

well Ive done another evocation tonight of Mepsitahl. and I did the full LBRP and hexegram and I used the goetia evocation. the full lot. and the most I get is a brief flash of her from a recollection I had of another time I did it and was messing around and got full view of her., beyond the mirror just after the evocation when the energy is strong after that i see no sign of her. and then I hear laughing? what gives ? ( and this happens everytime I do an evocation regardless of spirit) and then I hear like voices like someone having a conversation in the background but I cant make any sense of it. (I could be trying to hard to hear something and I do that to help manifest a voice. and then just random stuff happens in my mirror like normal scrying and there is no communication. I dont know if that is anough to say the welcome and I cant even check the identity. Is it because she is a fictional spirit? Im pretty new. only a couple years so does anyone have any advice I can try for next time? any help would be much apprecated. thank you

thank you thank you thank you altpath (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)
you post means alot to me
I tried last night aswell. since IM very interested in ESP I would really like to evoke this perticular entity so Im putting alot of time and effort into it. she is a lucky spirit getting all my attention.
when i was scrying I was trying to figure out how to know what spirirt is what. how to lock on to that perticular essence so to speak. and it came to me that I have to narrow my scrying skill to be able to . how can i say. you have to take the scrying to a level were you can sence very fine signatures and be able to focus your intent on it to a high degree.

another thing I was thinking is and am always thinking is. how do I know its not just my imagination. and at this point I cannot. but I can say that being in that frame of mind is more conductive to recieve impressions from that certin spirit.
like if you imagine the spirit so much you will probley actualy evoke that spirit.
some part of our mind has accses to the information and can experience beyond time and beyond space. and can know without external influience and recieve information.

so for begginers I think If you have the will there will be a way.
depends how far you are willing to go.

I see the vision much clearer now. its like when the clouds come whatever your thinking and your feelings will show up in the mirror.
much like your dreams.
but I hear nothing! I only recieve from. well. asking and waiting for myself to answer. but not thinking of the answer and letting my mind answer. I dont think this is evocation but I may be a step in the right direction.

do you have any hints into how I can improve the hearing side of things. I got 1 exersise from summoning spirits by constantine and thats it.
for now I will try to build the mental picture more. and try to see anything different.
and I will definatly continue to post on my experements.

This post has been edited by M1rrOR/TRiX: May 26 2007, 05:17 AM