Need Some Advice On My Evocations - Mepsitahl, mepsitahl Options

well Ive done another evocation tonight of Mepsitahl. and I did the full LBRP and hexegram and I used the goetia evocation. the full lot. and the most I get is a brief flash of her from a recollection I had of another time I did it and was messing around and got full view of her., beyond the mirror just after the evocation when the energy is strong after that i see no sign of her. and then I hear laughing? what gives ? ( and this happens everytime I do an evocation regardless of spirit) and then I hear like voices like someone having a conversation in the background but I cant make any sense of it. (I could be trying to hard to hear something and I do that to help manifest a voice. and then just random stuff happens in my mirror like normal scrying and there is no communication. I dont know if that is anough to say the welcome and I cant even check the identity. Is it because she is a fictional spirit? Im pretty new. only a couple years so does anyone have any advice I can try for next time? any help would be much apprecated. thank you

one thing I would like to add. and I beleive this to be true. have to ask someone more experienced to know for sure but from what I know.
If you preform an evocation, and there was no manifestation. and you thought it was a falure. the spirit can still have influence over you . so if you were working with chokmah, you might notice that you are thinking more wisely, during and alittle after the evocation.
and this can have a profound impact on you. chokmah is a very spirital and turn the everyday things into divine
and also I have experienced were I did an evocation with no manifestation and have actually gotten what I wanted.
this is good news for a newbe if it is the case
sometime they will come later in your dreams or play a small role in it.
perhaps I did infact evoke the entity but my psychic perseption wasnt anough to relise it.
out of all the magical operation evocation has g ot to be the hardest. but ultimatly the most fullfilling. it calls forth all diffferent skill and you have to use them together. but it is pretty dawm hard. 2 years and I have just started getting some positive results.

okay I did have a rather good experience this time round and I know now that
the voice that is internal in your head is nowere like hearing it external. external in not from you.
because when you hear it there is no mistaking it!
I am making good progress with doing it daily. like I said. you could ignore me or we could get down to business.
it is a mutual thing because there knowledge they want you to know. it is in there nature. its there purpose and there reson for being so why wouldnt they want to share it. thats just my understanding of it anyway

This post has been edited by M1rrOR/TRiX: May 26 2007, 09:57 AM