Sorry, but I have a very hard time believing all these things that I have seen Darkside099 write about.
He have been in Hell, He have killed people with the Help of Pazuzu, he have stood face to face with "Shub-Nigurrath", he have had a personal relationship with LILITH he have done everything beside transcended to the highest godhead.
And this at the age of 23?
He is the one who should be called To Mega Therion 666 and not that looser Crowley...
Magic and esoteric spiritual work is about real work and real change. Many things that people talk about in forums seem to be an expression of their fantasy.
For me (and I am sure many others here) these things are not stuff to lie about. So I do not like people who just make up things in every thread about every subject.
To return to the topic, yes, every god or spirit that you call upon to manifest your Magical/Divine Will create some kind of change within you. Because of that I have learnt to only call upon forces in harmony with my own Self or to pay the price.
Pazuzu did not effect me more than the fact that I had pain in my eyes for about two weeks after the working, but beside that I can not say that I felt any other negative effect from the contact I had.
But here we also have the difference between invocation and Evocation. It would not be so good to invoke Pazuzu.
Also, so that it is clear, I just brought up the pazuzu topic because I wanted to share my ideas about his Necronomicon sigil. Pazuzu is not a force that play any central role within my current spiritual practice.
I work more with the Nightside forces of the Tree of Daath. So the Necronomicon related spirits are more what I was interested in for many years ago. But I still enjoy certain aspects of the system in question.
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