QUOTE(scorpionis @ May 29 2007, 06:54 PM)
Sorry, but I have a very hard time believing all these things that I have seen Darkside099 write about.
He have been in Hell, He have killed people with the Help of Pazuzu, he have stood face to face with "Shub-Nigurrath", he have had a personal relationship with LILITH he have done everything beside transcended to the highest godhead.
And this at the age of 23?
He is the one who should be called To Mega Therion 666 and not that looser Crowley...
Magic and esoteric spiritual work is about real work and real change. Many things that people talk about in forums seem to be an expression of their fantasy.
For me (and I am sure many others here) these things are not stuff to lie about. So I do not like people who just make up things in every thread about every subject.
To return to the topic, yes, every god or spirit that you call upon to manifest your Magical/Divine Will create some kind of change within you. Because of that I have learnt to only call upon forces in harmony with my own Self or to pay the price.
Pazuzu did not effect me more than the fact that I had pain in my eyes for about two weeks after the working, but beside that I can not say that I felt any other negative effect from the contact I had.
But here we also have the difference between invocation and Evocation. It would not be so good to invoke Pazuzu.
Also, so that it is clear, I just brought up the pazuzu topic because I wanted to share my ideas about his Necronomicon sigil. Pazuzu is not a force that play any central role within my current spiritual practice.
I work more with the Nightside forces of the Tree of Daath. So the Necronomicon related spirits are more what I was interested in for many years ago. But I still enjoy certain aspects of the system in question.
Ok you really made me like this: (IMG:
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style_emoticons/default/rant.gif) Fantasy? That's what psychologists would say! Are you crazy! This is all real. The people who died and that girl with the broken leg it was all me! Even that poor girl who got shot at Dawson it was partly me. Satan wanted me but I did not show up so he shoots her! You know the Dawson shit on 13th of September 2006. You have no idea how much I suffer because of this up till today. Because of that I can't ever haev anything to do with Hell! That thing Pazuzu did to you was to test you how strong you are, I just spoke with Pazuzu. Here's the message up to you to believe me: THE TEST WITH THE EYES IS TO SEE YOUR RESISTANCE TO HIM BUT IF HE WANTED HE COULD MAKE OYU BLIND SO DO NOT JOKE WITH HIM ONCE YOU GET INVOLVED FOR HE NEVER LETS GO! NEVER! NEVER! Sorry about the caps seems Pazuzu tends to be like that when he wants me to tell people here his messages. I have been with him for over 9 years almost 10 these days. Just a correction, I do not like to tell my real age but I am 27 not 23! Another thing, DO NOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED! I have seen things that would mess you up more than you think! For God's sake I almost got killed three times because of cult involvements. Why all I have told in this forum since I am new was just the tip of the iceberg! You surely do not know much yet. Learn my friend. Also remember words are powerful so remember just this what goes around comes around. Just remember that last thing and yes, it does apply to things you say (IMG:
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