Questions About The Bandar Options

Ok, sort of a long one here.


I have read that the Bandar are like a separate set of entities, not good or evil in human terms, and are often a reflection of sorts of the one who calls them.


As a child, I lived in a house that had a powerful entity in it. When I was left alone at night, it would terrify me, until one night I used my imagination and called or created something darker, meaner, and more powerful than what was in the house to protect me. It worked, and the being I called has been with me sense. It has at times been hard to control, like a chained dog it doesn't seem happy if ignored. It has manifested least once in another case where a friend was being haunted (for lack of a better word) and it attacked the bad guy pretty badly, and almost consumed it. In cases where I have been in houses with presences, all I ahve to do is release it and the entities either leave or are eaten.


As time went on, I began to make peace with it. It seems to hover around the chakra point near my navel (sorry, I am not good with terminology). Once I began my work with the necro, it calmed down a lot, to the point where I wondered if it was still there. Two nights ago a lady was with me in bed and she began to feel things crawling on her and got scared, I calmed her down(she thought it was bugs or some such but my apartment is bug free) and got her back to sleep. I am pretty sure it was just some psychic trash, the same stuff that sometimes accumulates around me. So I called the daemon inside of me, let it loose, and the shenanigans ended.

I always felt it was most likely a thought form I created that is linked to my energies, or some part of my psychic make up that is just over activeMy feeling of this companion seems to resemble much of what I have read here of the Bandar. It becomes calmer when I give it attention, and I have yet to encounter anything, ever, that can even come close to matching it's power when I am threatened. As I said earlier, it has become much "nicer" since my necro work has begun.


ANyone care to speculate as to what this is? Is this possibly a Bandar like being that I somehow called long ago? Or am I way off base?

So what your saying is that if The Bandar is I, then I am Bandar? How many plains / levels of existence or consusness does he live on / in ? So then are we the past or the future? I would say that I am both at the same time is the same true for our Bandar. Being that I die every second of the day as well as being born every second of the day. Now in order to inflect proper change i have to know in which time this alter me operates in? Maybe it is exatly the same time in a different year? Possibly I,Bandar,god are one in the same in different dimensions and through some process we exchange turns on this plain. Always trying to instate change for our next evolution. Eventually becoming god and possibly falling from there returning to this veil of tears. It would make some weird sense that we are all of the above in some weird Tetra. But is there ever a point in which we could miss one of these steps and not become. Hope this isn't way of in left field. It should be noted that this thread has atleast made me ponder. So if any of this seem to not apply to above post feel free to delete. I just had to type the thoughts out to try to make sense of it. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

This post has been edited by nineofzero: May 30 2007, 03:13 AM

So what your saying is that if The Bandar is I, then I am Bandar? How many plains / levels of existence or consusness does he live on / in ? So then are we the past or the future? I would say that I am both at the same time is the same true for our Bandar. Being that I die every second of the day as well as being born every second of the day. Now in order to inflect proper change i have to know in which time this alter me operates in? Maybe it is exatly the same time in a different year? Possibly I,Bandar,god are one in the same in different dimensions and through some process we exchange turns on this plain. Always trying to instate change for our next evolution. Eventually becoming god and possibly falling from there returning to this veil of tears. It would make some weird sense that we are all of the above in some weird Tetra. But is there ever a point in which we could miss one of these steps and not become. Hope this isn't way of in left field. It should be noted that this thread has atleast made me ponder. So if any of this seem to not apply to above post feel free to delete. I just had to type the thoughts out to try to make sense of it. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

A prayer to Bandar: <Insert your name in the blank>

Bandar Holy Angel who reveals all things.

Reveal everything to me.

Bandar Holy Angel you are my wings.

Sacred wings which cover me.

Bandar I summon you into real and beholdable form.

Bandar you and I are one.

Walk with me on the path to god-hood.

Together we shall become gods.

Bandar guide me on the path to truth.

As I seek to discover the truth of all truths.

Bandar reveal the truth to me.

Cast light into the darkened places.

Let what dwells in the dark be destroyed by the might of your rays.

Zi Dingir Anna Kanpa!

Zi Dingir Kia Kanpa!

Zi Dingir Gibil Kanpa!

Zi Dingir Enki Kanpa!

Zi Dingir Bandar Kanpa!

Zi Dingir _______¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ Kanpa!