What Do You Think The Purpose Of Magick Is? Options

I guess I came to Magick trying to find Gnosis, enlightenment, as well as daily peace and meaning. I have practiced and studied several spiritual paths, and found this one to be quite right for me. However, have been having doubts lately as to whether these goals can be attained through the Western Mystical Tradition. I am wondering if anyone practicing Thelema or Golden Dawn or any other Western Mystical path has attained anything akin to samadhi, or enlightenment, or if it's all just a sham.

I acknowledge that using these rituals and overall philosophy can induce brain change. I know my brain has changed since I started. Yet what is the end result? I read books by Crowley and Regardie, yet what was the result of their Work?

I just wanted to know what other people think. Does anybody else have any thoughts?

I agree that any practice should be applicable to daily life in some way. With zen, for example, daily mundane tasks are to be done with serenity and reverence as if it was of grave importance. A day with out work, they say, is a day with out bread. I find, have found, that due to my Magick experimentations I have become a better person. Morally, spiritually, even physicaly, more so than when I was a Lutheran (so long ago) When I would commit actions with no thought of concequence, other tan that G-d would forgive me in the end.

I think upon Crowleys' "Do what thou Wilt" and the find some of the anxiety. I mean, there's alot in that statement. It is Up To me? It is UP TO ME! Not some pastor or priest. Not my mommy. Not my wife. It is the most spiritually liberating sentence, I think, ever. Yet a ton of responsibility.

I just think I'm wandering the wild corridors of Chapel Perilous again. Thanks for the responses.