I'd
REALLY suggest getting off the pot.
Magick is focused intention. If you're high on pot, it affects your thinking ... which will affect your focusing intention/spellworking.
Not only that, but doing drugs tends to invite some not-so-nice entities into your magickal circle (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) (Pot lowers whatever psychic barriers you may have erected.)
If you're under stress and hurting others, maybe you should seek some professional help (Have you tried meditating? That should settle your nerves some.)
This post has been edited by The Sorceress: Jun 2 2007, 10:31 AM