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Mr_Merlin
post Apr 30 2005, 01:53 AM
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Hi Folks

I'm looking for some info/help on an unknown entity which has let itself be known around me. It is essentially harmless ... I am a natural born clairvoyant/medium and can usually link into most energy fields and communicate. However, this entity/presence refuses to 'talk'.

It often permits itself to be seen fleetingly as a tall, humanoid being dressed completely in black. I've seen it in meditative state fleetingly too ... a being of black with no noticeable facal features.

I know that any energy being 'cloaked' in black usually wishes to hide its true intentions or identity ....

It is frustrating as it does make itself known on a regular basis. I channel writings, usually on my own at night, and it will manifest itself in front of me or to my left ... but not as a being of black but usually transparent .... I am aware only of movement around me (like now ... it is leaning over me on my right). It is not a negative presence ... I know that much ....

However, the computers I use will often inexplicably crash or malfunction when this presence is around me ....

I am aware too that another presence is around the 'black man' as I've called it. This one seems a little more malevolent ... attempting to reduce my disciplined (I am a working druid) control to rage and anger .... it seems the intention of the other to have me in this state ... usually to block the channelled information I receive ....!!!

I feel the rage come over me like a malaise ... I have no control of it as if an outside force has zapped me ... I know it is not the black man but the other presence .... it is the other presence which concerns me .....

I need some kind of idea as to what it is .... I never detect it until the rage is upon me .... the more I fight the rage the more it remains and builds and builds until I have to go with it to get rid of it..... it is like a blackout at times .... often with anything in my hand thrown across the room (or a hole in the plasterboard wall) ..... this other presence may have been with me for many years .... the black man only coming around me since we moved into this house about 2 years ago ....

Any input on the identity of either???

I know the rage is a result of an outside 'haunting' and not something internal. I have researched and experienced the paranormal now for over 30 years ..... as a 5 year old I would be taken on out of body experiences around the universe ....!!!

I am no novice at this ... and have survived attacks (at night) by unseen presences strangling me, punching me, pressing on my chest to suffocate me .... I've survived many scary situations ... always able to communicate with the entity and somehow reason with the force ..... all apart from the 'rage raiser' .... an entity I fail to recognise ....

The black man intrigues me .... the entity is there to communicate with in some way ....

Someone's aid on either would be wonderful .....

Matt

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post May 3 2005, 04:34 AM
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Na ... the black man and the 'raging one' are not linked in anyway ... the black man seems to have manifested more in this house (our two youngest boys have seen him ... unprompted ... before ever I let on I've seen him. The wife has captured him on photograph) .....

But the raging one is an entity I've nicknamed 'Raan' in the past .... he may be from within ... or he may be a separate 'pull through' .... I 'dabbled' with a Ouija board as a naive 13 year old and asked the fatal question 'prove to me you are there ...' a series of physical manifestations occurred (at school) ... and the rage has remained around me ever since .... I feel it is a separate as I am 'goaded' often into getting angry by a formless entity!!!! Part of a series of psychic attacks which I have described elsewhere on this site .... I've learnt the hard way ... falling into all the pit holes basically .... but it is the best way to learn really except I can't shift this damn thing which keeps crashing electrical good when it manifests .... computers .... tape recorders ... cameras ... anything!!!! It is very powerful .... but I am JUST more powerful than it as I can deflect its attack more often than not ... it is when I least expect it that it wins .... I have come to the conclusion that (applying the universal principle that you attract what you need for learning) I am meant to have this entity around me to overcome my darkest emotions .... it may well be a manifestation of my 'dark magician' or something on those lines .....

I'm just tired of its games that's all!!!

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