I think that pretty well sums up your position and anyone else who views old rituals as "cookbooks": dancing around like chickens hoping
something will happen. But if in your parroting you get results you're satisfied with then by no means listen to a damn thing I say. In fact, adopting an unparadigm can be disasterous to those who clutch to concrete ideas and the mythic "science" of the esoteric. It could render one completely impotent because that "cutting edge" you speak of is the synthesis of creativity and liberty. Scary stuff. It is much easier to rely on musty old texts than to go that route and once its explored and you find out you can't hack it you're up the creek.
For my part I approach occult history like a thief who grabs what is valuable and then gets out. Some like to take up residence but I've found this to be more like an unintended stay in a prison than a country estate.
If you enjoy what you do and it works for you please don't let me interfere! Don't believe a word I say, I beg you. But then of course whatever you want to work works, you just have to believe in it. No need to dance around like a chicken, unless that's your thing. (IMG:
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Somehow I can't believe there are any heights that can't be scaled by a man who knows the secret of making dreams come true. This special secret, it seems to me, can be summarized in four C's. They are Curiosity, Confidence, Courage, and Constancy and the greatest of these is Confidence. When you believe a thing, believe it all the way, implicitly and unquestionably. -- Walt Disney
(I re-read what I said and couldn't find that ad hom you're talking about but I'd like you to point it out so I can apologize.)
Cheers.