Dreaming Without Sleeping Options

Something Ive noticed is whenever im up long enough on meth dreams start coming through while im still awake. I know for a fact I hadnt gone to sleep but I start remembering new dreams with details from the same day so i know theyre not old dreams. Theres always real bad feelings accompanied with the dreams.

Sometimes its hard to tell whether what I just dreamt happened or not I have to examine the details to come to the conclusion it was a dream.

Anyone ever had the same thing happen?

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Jun 11 2007, 06:54 PM

Can you elaborate on that ASH? You mean its my path thats causing such negative side effects that come with sleep deprivation?

When you say my path what do you mean? The fact that im using chemicals and sleep deprivation to learn things? I learn so much about the mind and myself in the space of about 30 hours when its all said and done im left with anything but regrets but then again I think theres a price to pay for taking shortcuts to learning these kind of lessons.

Like I said i havent taken any drugs at all in about 4 months but the last time i did i learned all sorts of things but again i thought I was going to die. I even checked myself into the hospital because I was getting a burning plastic smell everywhere i went and I got the impression it was my brain i was smelling.

A voice kept repeating the word "serendepity" and when i looked in teh dictionary the next day it made complete sense. I was stumbling upon all these realizations without any conscious effort. Its as if my mind was showing me vulnerabilities and preying on them so id do something about them. I had all sorts of signs and synchronicity too. Not good ones though unfortunately. Nothing positive about them. They all had to do with the notion that I was too much of a free thinker and I had one foot in the grave because of it.

By the way what language is that Quechua?

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Jun 13 2007, 01:15 PM