QUOTE(Mchawi @ Jun 21 2007, 06:45 AM)
Not to go off topic but do you think its possible to 'go back' into your previous state after being out of practice? Regress as it were. Or do you feel as though you can pick up from where you left off, as you said a bit rusty, but with a matured mind?
I can only speak of my experience, I don't believe I can pick up from where I left off as such. However I think there's something inside you that remembers and therefore you can tap those energies quicker than if trying to for the first time. An analogy. I use to play the piano, from the age of 8. Got quite proficient, then life got in the way and I stopped. There was a period of 15 yrs when I didn't play at all. Then a couple of years ago I had more time to devote to it. I didn't pick up from where I left off, but I wasn't starting again like I had never played, call it muscle memory. And I was able to progress quicker up to the level I was previously. I think its the same with anything including tapping the energies inside yourself. I'm 37 now and I have a reasonable experience in life, and this has effected the way I'm approaching CM now, my outlook was very different when I first started.
Loki