I was in the military at age 18 thats how i saw the world. At age twelve i listened to an instructor explain how ki and chi energy work, and how bruce lee utilizes it, and that meditation would bring about those abilities more clearly. So i took it serious enough. Also at age twelve i had many less worries and cares so it was MUCH easier to meditate than if i had started as an adult.
Just continue doing what your interested in, but be very weary of dismissing anything completely, thats foolish and in the end usually rolls back around and makes more sense. EVERYTHING esoteric is connected in one way or another. Of that im sure. When i first started reading the middle pillar and the lbrp heck it was so natural after being a practitioner of energy studies and meditation that it fealt as if i had alredy done it forever. I had dreams that made the middle pillar so vivid and powerful that id wake up sweating. Very simple things, but also the simple things make up the foundation for everything. Without foundation you might as well quit.
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"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law". Abrahadabra
Om Bhur Bhuva Suvah Tat Savithur Varenyam Bhargo Devasya Dheemahi Dhiyo Yonah Prachodayat
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