2 Auras? Options

I can look at my hand at will and see almost a centimeter of "layer." This transparent layer is yellow/white (sometimes with tiny red spots) and looks like a coat of laquer, but sometimes, it thickens, wicks, and curls up like small tenticles of steam that rise from this second layer about another centimeter. I'll come back to this in a minute.

Alternatively, I can stare at my hand and consentrate on it. After a minute or so the edges of my vision will blur and darken a little, but my hand will become vibrant with electric blue, white, deep green, and/or other colors as much as two inches thick. (I'll have to look up aura colors some time.)

1. Do I (or everyone) have two auras? What am I looking at here?
2. Why does my first aura sometimes look like steam or small tentacles?
3. Why is there such a size difference between the two auras? The first one is about 1-2 centimeters thick but the second one is 1-2 inches thick.

Interesting... Thank you. I'll so some more digging. Wow so much to learn; why can't I split into a dozen people and study all this at the same time?? It's fun learning about magick, but there is so much. I want to eat the whole elephant, not take one bite at a time, LOL.

Rage is something I rarely express externally, and I when I do, I feel guilty afterward. However, I typically "bottle it up" and I can feel it on the inside for a while after.


I'm curious about what others see in their auras when they use their perceptions (colors, patterns, etc.) so if you want to share, go ahead.