Introducing...., al_zaine Options

Hey there SMF Folks.
My names Al, and I came across this forum some how, I can't actually remember how lol. I was looking into the Necronomicon and found the site through that. At the moment I'd say that is my main interest, I just seems to be the only thing on my mind scine first reading it.
Just a quick overview of my general interests.... Knowledge! Knowledge about existence...why we exist, why the universe exists.... another interest is its polarity, non-existence... but its abit difficult to find knowledge about a non-existing "THING".
I have my own beliefs but i'm open to other peoples views and I hardly take offence to anyone expressing their views.
I first found the joy of seeking Knowledge and Truth more specific when looking into the 'alien agenda' with the politics( government agents and abductions)... but this was meerly and intro to what I was really seeking. Throughout my studying I have came across the conspiracy theories and the religious corruption and alot of spirituality. But I love the occult and I wish I were a sorcerer or just someone who is limitless in potential, as we all should be.
The Nec, mainly the book of gates, covers alot of what i'm interested in.
I could go on and on about what things interest me and the things that don't but hopefully through my posts, you can see the things I like and the things I don't.
Please ask any questions.
Al.

The coffee shop, well. guess its only right to have a coffee..........ah, taste's damn good (IMG:style_emoticons/default/13.gif)
Wanted to know if there's any Metal heads in this pit lol, I just want to props one badass band.
Anyone here heard Machine Head, man I'm loving their sh*t right now! so hardcore, real emotion, real problems, its not sugar coated aswell which I love..... some big tunes, tunes that will get you off ure ass if ure abit lazy, tunes that will get your heart beating.
Machine Head is my saviour! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/band1.gif)
These are the lyrics from one of my faves..... Wipe the Tears!
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Ask me how it feels
To feel like you're a failure
When everything that's real
Burns the flame in anger
I've heard it all before
I've felt some pain and more
More than you could ever dream
More than it probably seems
I've sat with head in hand
Stressed by my demands
Stomach tied in knots
Alone I've sat and rot
'Cause the pain from all these fears
Has built up all these years
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

Walk the streets dejected
Alone and left rejected
Time does not care
And sometimes life ain't fair
My head begins to pound
Smashing bottles on the ground
I have lived amongst the garbage
With those who rape and carnage
Had many a promise broken
And broken some myself
The promise I have kept alive
Is keep my inner wealth
With my heart aimed at the world
Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

Opportunities
Wasting life away
Choked upon its dust
Puked out in disgust

Let me tell you how it feels
To feel like you're a failure
Been climbing out this gutter
For what seems like it's forever
But one thing I must make clear
The struggle of these years
Has made every scar the stronger
My lust for life the longer
I will fight for what I love
And I will fight for those I care
I will fight at anytime
And I will fight anywhere
With my heart aimed at this world
Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

This post has been edited by al_zaine: Jul 25 2007, 06:16 AM