try, try, and try again. Basically, you can just light a candle every day to the god of your choice, and pray. Keep it in your thoughts, and do things you think that god would approve of, then pray before you go to bed. In your dreams, you'll see it eventually. Maybe it won't be exactly as you expected. Maybe it'll be more or less animalistic. Maybe it will have a look to it that is very non god-like. It might be just a begger in the street (in real life, or your dreams), and it's a test to see if you are worthy of meeting the god in person. This has happened to me, and to many others, especially saints in the catholic-christian faith. Be prepared for it, because even if you fail for a couple years, eventually it'll just click and come together.
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