QUOTE(Vagrant Dreamer @ Sep 7 2007, 02:56 PM)
It would be fair to say that given the situation surrounding last year's Crucible, it didn't go off as well as it could have.
Since this is out in the open as it is, however, my problem with the speakers was that it was all theory - nothing more personal than what one would read in a book - and not application, experience, etc. Granted, they were lectures, not workshops, none the less to make it worth the money, there should be more than theory, and the listeners should be left with no doubt that the speakers have 'been there'. I'm an excellent study - give me a week with a few books and I can talk about any subject you give me as though I'm a professional. Only a professional will be able to tell that I am not - just as a serious practitioner will be able to tell if the person they're speaking with is experienced or well read. I'm afraid I got the impression the speakers were well read - although I did enjoy the panel discussion, and as I said, some of the lectures. All I'm saying is that it's not enough to introduce material, to justify going.
I went as an observer, for the purpose of seeing what it was about, and went in with the objective point of view of someone simply doing research.
Maybe I will go again this year, and maybe it will go off better. That would be a good thing, there certainly aren't enough occult conventions for my preference.
There is NO DOUBT last year could have gone better. But it was what it was. This year is certainly not last year. Things are far better organized.
Since this is now being conducted openly about such opinions, I would like to quote you from shortly after last year's convention when people were asked on a public form what they thought of Crucible 2006, you volenteered:
(http://www.omnimancy.com/phpbb2/viewtopic.php?t=696 )
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Crucible was great, although I did mostly hang out in the corner. 'Fraid i'm not terribly social - but the talks were fabulous! sk4p's two lectures on Thelema and QP Theory were awesome, as was Art's presentation on Omnimancy, and the panel discussions on Theurgy vs. Thaumaturgy, and Tradition vs. Ecclectic.
It was good to be around people who work with magick again, the atmosphere is always very different, and more interesting, with sheilds and constructs and probes and things flying through the air.
Even the walk back to NYC was relatively interesting, I managed to learn, through creative deduction, how to warm my body and maintain a localized atmosphere, with a bit of alteration to the material art gave us. That creative energy in gathering like that sticks with you for a little while after.
peace!
I think that speaks for itself. I'm glad you had fun. (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) Some lectures were more history, some were more 101, not many were advanced per se, but that's the nature of the crowd and the speakers. When the bulk of Crucible's attendees are elders from a bunch of different traditions, then I'm sure the technical nature of many of the lectures will go far higher. (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) We can't appease everyone. This year should have a lot more goodies considering the speakers.
Shawn is redoing his Chaos Magick and Quantum Theory lecture because he wasn't happy with the content last year, and is really studying up for this year. His Egyptian Magick talk should be interesting considering how into that he is.
Hector's Vodou lecture was very well received in 2004, but even he says it will be a 101.
Jow's lecture on Arabian Magic should be interesting considering he's been with them for a decade.
Mikki's lecture is still unannounced because while she'd been in her tradition for over a decade, she might have her mentor from Chicago come out and talk with her.
Desiree I know is doing a ritual this year
and lots more going on....
Not everything will catch your fancy, but that's the point of the diversity!
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As to my personal take on Omnimancy and the Omnimancers - it's not that I don't like you people, it's that I've seen no evidence that your magick is any bit as effective as it's reported to be. But heck, I don't care to prove anything to anyone, so I see no reason you or any of the other omnimancers should.
Like I told you privately, however, if I were going to lecture on some subject I was familiar with, like resonance or vibration, I would prove it undeniably, and then talk about what happened. Especially if the subject matter was all together unfamiliar to those present. You tried, and I was unconvinced - therefore, my estimation of omnimancy fell a bit. It's not personal at all - it's just an observation and requisite adjustment of hypothesis. As to the group themselves - I've met a fair number of people who were very serious about their occult path, and the more presence they evince, the greater the strength of resonance I sense in them, uniformly are they more open, talkative, enjoyable people who are more than willing to discuss, clarify, and learn. I've met a much greater number of people who make big claims rather openly, and speak - no offense - with very much the same kind of jovial "lets go open a hole to another dimension" attitude that I observed among the omnis, and frankly, those people typically are not only fairly self-involved, but also not typically very magickally evolved. Observation alone yields a very obvious correlation between character and magickal experience and maturity. Heck, I've watched people grow from one extreme to the other over the course of a decade of going from dreaming and fantasy to real experience and practical growth. Based on my experience and observation, I can only come to one conclusion.
One shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. We are jovial about what we do, because I am jovial in how I run the order. Many traditions get too serious about themselves. Considering how secretive we are with what we have, did you really expect a public lecture to have earth shattering information? We are jovial because we can handle ourselves and have been through enough that we can joke around because we are confident in that. A Veteran will tell tales from his war experience jovially like it's a Bourne novel but while he actually lived it, it was hell. I agree the signal to noise ratio in the magical community it rather horrid, so I can understand your position. Unfortunately, in this case, your conclusion is flawed, mostly because you based things on what was presented in a public lecture versus asking for a real demonstration.
Regardless of which, your opinions of Omnimancy should have nothing to do with your opinions of Crucible and it's viability. Your opinions of Omnimancy if you wish to continue to discuss really should be in a separate thread or left in PM.
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But as I said privately - If you want to prove it, I will sing the praises of omnimancy. As far as crucible goes, that's a gamble like it always will be. Last year, I'm afraid it just didn't meet my rather meager expectations - but perhaps my standards are a bit high; they typically are with most things, I would be a rather unsuccessful mage if they weren't.
peace
As I've said privately, I've never failed to impress. (IMG:
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