Previous Paths? Thelema? Chaos? Wicca? Etc., Just curious - regardless of current discipline, what have you explore Options

I'm just curious -- because all of my friends who practice tend to dabble and believe that all beliefs are legit -- what have been your path experiences. (I'm guessing many of you have "played the field" and still do?) Any "bonded for lifers" out there?

My past explorations (and I have affection for all of them -- as a Chaote I still tend to practice ALL of them) were, all of the above, but aside from Chaos, my biggest journey has been (and remains) Tantric Buddhist Magick and Taoism (Daoism).

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/black eye.gif) I dabbled with hallucinogens at first then graduated to Don Juan books and stayed steady at that for awhile. Then about 1997 I discovered the Nag Hammadi which led me into Gnostism for awhile which led me into Kabbalistic books of which I bought quite a few of
and my library shows it. But here as of late, I have been graduating more and more to paganism which seems to include the female aspect of God much more than any of the written religions do and then I dipped into shamanism, which considers Mother Earth as a bonified benefactor for all of us which in a way I suppose is still paganism. I found out through the 60 years of my life that Mother Earth has been way underated. Also all of the written religions seem to fear her. Why?