Can any of you help me. i don't know if i am suffering from a form of schizophrenia or something but i constantly hear people talking in my mind. The strange thing is they all seem to be old gods and goddess' telling me stuff and making me draw strange symbol type things. the main ones are called.

Arra
Rakael
Samas

there are others but i do not remember thier names

it really annoys me because it interupts my life because i get caught up in thier conversations between each other.

most recently Rakael has been showing huge amounts of anger since the pope declared that purgatory did not exist. For some reason this delusion believes itself to be the holy ghost and that this dismissal of purgatory is tantamount to a war on it.

it tells me that its name has special meaning because Ra means light Ka means spirit and Ae means eternity and el means the so it repeatedly tells me that it is 'The eternal spirit of light" or "the eternal spirit of sun".

don't get me wrong it would be alright if they were but al they seem interested in is writing down the path of divintiy whaich accoding to Rakael goes as follows:

Advancement of the soul through incarnations:

1) creation the birth of consciousness
2) love the finding of ones other half
3) good the struggle to attain righteousness
4) reason the beginnings of true wisdom
5) consiousness the spreading of the mind
6) magic the understanding of chaos
7) spirit the cleansing of the soul
8) actualisation the realisation that one is divine

and then beyond divinty

9) mortality the understanding of the need for death and rebirth
10) sacrifice the willingness to die for the lives of others
11) fear the conquering of all fears
12) compassion understanding of the reasons the gods protect
13) mercy the reason they show patience.


this is one of the few things i have to put up with hearing. other things include theories on how magic is different manners of manipulating light for varying effects. how a self sustaining time paradox can be accomplished. How due to the contradiction of time matter was created in the beginning.

some other stuff aswell, but mostly i am forced to draw symbol after symbol.

I just want it to stop so if any of you have a solution please let me know because it is driving me mad.

thanks