Can We Make Our Own Spells? Options

Can we really make our own spells?

If I did, I would never hear the last of it. Out here in the gutter you don't get the police involved. It got real bad last night/this morning, they came back to my flat at 5 in the morning this time outside my front door and whistling and shouting my name...... I'd literally got into bed 15mins earlier. They were there till 7 in the morning and I didn't end up getting to sleep until around 8 o'clock. I was praying for atleast a whole hour to the Lord to make them go away but they stayed and I prayed that they would'nt shout my name out but they contuined. It really became something of a nightmare. I was so angry that I was having trouble sleeping even when they went and I started to get hungry and need the toilet, so I had to get up and ended up rolling another hash spill to send me off. While I was doing this I thought I'd check the calender to see if there was anything significant about this day and it just so happens to be Yom Kippur, though i'm not Jewish. And the Autumn Equinox is Sunday. I really do want a spell now, even more so. I might just make one up if you're not willing to share any idea's, something like a piece of string and tying a knot in it or two.
peace
Al
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