I Managed An Oob Vision!, An attempted self-repair. Options

After much meditation and shamanistic counseling, I found one of my problems to be a MASSIVE blockage in my 3rd eye.

This morning, I entered a relaxed state as I layed down beside my girlfriend. I drifted off to a semi-sleep state, and then one of my servitors triggered my awareness alerts (I had it grafted onto me). It shot a small alarm of vibe that essentially said, "You are in a generalized astral state of being." Then I marginally focused to be in a relaxed, but wakeful state of mind with my body our of my awareness. It felt as if my entire being focused into form from mist. I said in my mind, "I will now astral project." A fluctuation of energy surrounded me and flowed through me. Aware of my blockage, and how it may hinder my projection skills, I willed my mind to send a message to the astral. "Show me the door," I called, and with my mind, imagining my hand knocking on a door. This door, mind you, was an astral rendition of my 3rd eye Chakra. Although I could not control myself fully, I was able to see something with which I likened to be like a scouting monitor of some sort exploring the astral for me, because I could not do so fully at this time. It was my psionic servitor eye.

As it went by, through a dark void, I saw something that looked like an indic drawing design based off an "X" inside of an elaborately drawn composite boxform. On each end of the "X" was something that resembled a spade shape, and in the center was a Yin-Yang. My focus then zoomed in to a place on the bottom of the x, between the legs of it, latitudinally at the bottommost elevation, and slightly right of center longitudinally from the middle. I zoomed in more, and I saw a phantom door (it looked like a bunch of white ether lines being drawn in space to make an astral door). The door opened, and something came out to look around. It looked like a phantom rendition of the disembodied head of the pokemon Magmar. It quickly fled back inside the door and I followed to see what the matter was. When I entered, I saw something I never would have imagined...

The entire land was made of shadow energy, and the landscape looked drawn like a blackboard with chalk-art, but in this case made from ether-chalk. The sky was a strange glowing blood-red, the kind you see only in cartoons. A good example is the color of the sky when Uchiha Itachi uses his special Sharingan attack on somebody, entrapping them within their own mind (from the anime Naruto).

I entered and saw a hill with a tree on top, all black like a blackboard/shadow with the differentiations in dimension looking like cell shading effects with white ether borders and outlines. I woke up as I lost concentration.

Now, as I think back to it, I was trying to enter my own mind, I believe. But does anyone know what a landscape like that would entail?? What could such a visualization possibly symbolize?! Help please?

This post has been edited by Xenomancer: Oct 3 2007, 10:36 AM

As it went by, through a dark void,

I have experienced as I call it “the void”. I believe its a place where your mind can create your desire and then follow up on it.

For instance: the moment you enter the void your mind is set on meeting a specific entity. Then your mind shapes in what ever form necessary for you to proceed to get to that entity.

Or you’re mind is set on in your case to astral travel. It’s a powerful place were the mind can make everything possible. Mind though if your mindset is negative the outcome can be just as negative. So if you enter it with hell and damnation on your mind, guess what you get? So my advice. Happy thoughts guys happy thoughts when entering the void. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/13.gif)

Happy thoughts guys happy thoughts when entering the void. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/13.gif)

Not to knock you out of the sky Peter Pan but you can explore the astral with just that mindset and not call anything in particular just to see what is already there, which is what it looks like Xenomancer did.