Dilemas dilemas dilemas.
A year is not much time, the 3 or 4 years was as a good time to evaluate progress, your mind will have changed do much by then.
On the Christian side of things…it is a good religion, depending on the flavor it offers a lot of mystical routs or none. But I find it important that people be proud of their roots, it made them who they are today, it allows them to ask the questions they ask today.
Anyway, there are other ways to obtain the books, not that I would recommend anything like that…but man how those kids these day download music and almost never pay for it, the little rat bastards :-P.
In a digital format you can print what you need as you need it. Not as comfy as sitting down to read a book, but more convenient when going to the park.
As for the age thing, in a year depending on your plans, I hope you are off to college and the amount of books you will have for all your classes will allow easy camouflage.
Also look to see what your local and extended library has. Not always the best selection (devil worshiping bastards steal the books too often :-P) but you should be able to find something decent. In addition, your parents I am sure can think of worse places for you to spend a few afternoons.
So don’t give me (it’s too hard) nothing in this path is easy, well a few things will be, but the hard things are the most rewarding. The easy things you will think of as cool and move on without thought.
Where there is will, there is a way. The big thing is respecting your household (not directly lying about anything) and yet doing your thing. You know your house and what you can and can’t do, respect it. The rules are there to protect it, and in attempt to raise you in the best way they know how.
But don’t ever complain about the work, you can ask if anyone knows easy ways of doing something or a different way…but learning that will take work. Decent work ethic is probably something that will carry you further then any other skill set.
At the same time “I say laziness is the mother of all inventions”…I am not nearly as lazy as I try to be.
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--Paxx
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