I Was Eating Little People!, It was very odd. Options

I don't really have time to get into the whole dream (and its pretty boring anyways) but I'm in a building thats an electronic shop (like radio shack)/ fast food joint. After I get past the store part notice one of my old friends is eating with her daughter. I go over and say hey and we are talking for awhile. Now the table she's eating at has a butt load of french fries. She's sipping on a drink while eating a burger too.

There is also a place where food is at the assume is her husbands spot. Interestingly enough her daughter looks like a cabbage patch kid. So my friend asks me if I want some fries. I'm feeling kinda hungry, the fries smell good. So I start eating them up. Then I get these images of little naked people, some guys others girls, getting mashed up in my mouth. These people are already dead, at least they seem to be. And I know I'm eating these people as I am also tossing half eaten corpses into a little hand basket (like what you'd use at a wal-mart).

What really stuck out in the dream was the sensations of eating these people, believing I was eating french fries that I also somehow knew were really little people (like plastic army man size). I mean I would grab this little naked body and I could litterally see them go into my mouth and get crunched up followed by the tast of blood and texture of soft bone and sinue. I remember I bit one arm off these little man and it made me feel sick, cause the texture was just nasty, and so I pulled him out of my mouth and tossed him into this basket with a pile of bodies. He landed with an unsettling plop.

Eventually the dream did change to a much more benigne setting.

If anybody has any ideas what eating little dead corpses as though they were french fries means I would love to hear your thoughts.

What is your connection to electronics?

For myself I would associate electronics with gadgetry, mechanics, wizzardry.

Fast food is harder to really say. I would guess putting unhealthy things in my body for a quick fix of pleasure.

For example you might have thoughts that the only reason they had a child was because it was the thing to do it is the fad , fundamentally they put as much thought and preparedness into it as going and buying a Faddish toy or collectors item toy at the store. They do not think of their daughter as an independent entity…so on and so forth. Now those thoughts might be real, or they might be jealousy or anything…but you want to look there.

Well now the female friend I would say is my feminine ego that plays a role in my life but tends to be neglected (she's an old friend as in someone I've recently come back into contact with after a period of seperation - and that part is true too I have found an old friend). But, in the dream, by going up to her and engaging her I am not abandoning that aspect. Which there was no physical or sexual connection with eachother so rather than some sexual fraustration its probably expressing emotions of saddness and regret. I tend to intellectualize and use humor to keep from dealing with emotional pain - other than anger. That emotion I can't bottle up. If I get angery somebody is going to know about it. And I shouldn't say that I never express feelings of saddness. I do have a few friends/family I feel I can confide in.

The baby though would represent a part of my ego that isn't real (because cabbage patch kids are just toys) but I pretend like it is. The baby was also eating french fries so the meaning of the french fries and the baby is that the negative aspect the fries represent feeds into the false sense brought on by the baby. babies are generally pampered and taken care of. So the french fries are something I think is taking care of some emotion issues when they really are not. The fact that its my friends baby, not mine, tells me the baby and female aspect are related. Maybe I'm just lonely for female contact and am just kidding myself that I'm not by doing something that only serves as a quick fix. Thats what I need to use the free association for. Just sit down and as you described just list things at random while contemplating the baby. Same for the eating of the dead bodies.

The thing about that was that they were not just men there were females as well. My best guess is they represent some prejudice I have against people in general. Perhaps a miss trust or even just a loathing for those who do not fit my picture perfect stereotype of a good person - which is basically everybody outside my immediate friends and family.

I thank you for your response though.