This came out while responding to the "evoking Christ" post and I've always wondered where this was I went while dying on the table as described below.
In '92 while in a cross walk In LA, I was hit by a car doing 50+mph. I was rushed to a trauma center luckily only 15min away suffering a severe closed head injury w/3 brain hemorages, a crushed lower left leg, a ruptured pulmonary artery w/resultant collapsed right lung as well as a cracked neck+ massive soft tissue damage throughout my entire body. I was in a deep coma; "Glascow coma scale-6; (8 is brain dead)" and internal bleeding in my chest cavity. I went into Tachycardia and they restarted my heart. This is what i remembered when I finally woke up.The doctors said I should'nt remember anything including my name.
At first I was back at my moms house in Oh where I was a month before.I was in the kitchen and my mother and sisiter weresitting at the table talking about me and the accident wondering if I would make it. I started to yell; I Love you! I Love you! but they couldn't hear me I tried to grab them and my hands passed right through them! I even jumped up and down trying to shake the floor but it was as if I was a ghost! then; In the next Instant I was in a meadow that was all the way to the horizon and completely covered in yellow flowers I think they were dafodils. It was bordered on both sides by pine forests. There was a bright blue sky but no clouds, birds bee's or sun but it was as light mid- day. Down the center of this meadowthere was a black streamthat ran all the way down the center to the horizon splitting the meadow in two. I don't remember looking behind me. I was walking along what appeared to be a walk path on the left side of the stream toward the horizon. Then as I looked up in front of me there stood Jesus himself!! and behind him there was a white curved bridge like those decorative japanese bridgesin peoples back yards and it crossed the stream from one side of the meadow to the other, and Jesus stood in front of it blocking my way. He appeared very tall like 7'! He was dressed in a plain white tunic with a cord around his waist and his hair was reddish brown with a large full beard.olive skin and his eyes were like pure blue saphires that looked like flames.When I saw him everything else left me and all I thought is; "It's Him!!" He didn't look mad at me but more like what am I gonna do with you? I stared intently at his face and he started to speak. As he did, I couldn't hear his words,but felt power going into me. I tried so despaerately to hear what he was saying even trying to read his lips. He spoke for what seemed like a long while and then put his right hand on my left shoulder and BAM everything exploded white; like being shocked by a strong electric shock ! The next thing I remember was waking up and seeing a bunch of surgical masks all around me and wires and tubes 7 hoses being pulled out of me!(respirator and ICU equip)". This is the most powerful thing I've ever seen or experienced in my life and it's so burned into my soul that I can still see it in my minds eye like it happened yesterday. After I started to study the Tress a few years ago and the Sphira, I read somewhere a discription or Tiphereth that mention green meadows and yellow flowers. I don't want to sound preachy so I was reluctant to post it, But it sort of burst out of me in the other post, so I figured why not through it out to see what others who have maybe seen tiphereth or another sphira that might be able to help me pinponit where the HEAVEN I was going to actually is! The wierd thing was later after they finallymoved me out of ICU, I was mad that he sent me back!! my life up to that point had been a very hard road and I was exiled from my family, As I thin I wrote in the other post That although this accident left me permenently disabled, nothing you can see by talking or looking at me exept for a limp, Trememdous good came from it! My family was put back together with the whole thing being healed! I have a relationship with my daughters who wouldn't have evet known me. And I ended up in a good place, How so much good came from something so bad. And miracuously all my musical abilitys remained intact! even the doctors to this day say it's never been seen that someone with my level of head injury can still do what I can Do get me wrong I can't physically do near what I could before But I did learn to hide it well. Any way The QUESTION IS IS TIPHERETH what we call heaven
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