Tex, The 30th Aethyr Options

North


The Northern Quadrant of TEX is a karmatic web thickly woven from the warp of causes and the woof of effects. Past options chosen establish the ebb - and probabilities for future options to choose, based upon considering the past in light of current events, establish the flow - of tidal dynamics undulating through the weave, like rippling waves in this dense multidimensional network of actions and reactions.


East


The Eastern Quadrant of TEX throbs to the beat of primordial rhythm that yawns like hunger, like thirst, like a craving so intense that the very atmosphere seems to devour, to drink, to eat its own substance - in a ceaseless act of attempted satiation. The atmosphere of this direction moils with yearning like the wordless wails of countless children crying out for nourishment. Fingers of endless wanting clutch for succor that is never enough.

South


The Southern Quadrant of TEX is so quiet that the silence screams. Symbols fall like fragments of futility from a sky gagged with heavy clouds. Sigils, signs, and the shattered remains of glittering eldritch alphabets litter the expanse - choking every attempt to communicate with the sensation of asphyxiating desperation to receive what words, terms, and any other referential system can never give. Manic mandibles lined with carious, preachy teeth gnash and gnaw glyphs into bits.


West


The Western Quadrant of TEX is a nest of chains coming inward from every direction of outer infinity, dripping with viscious fluids of exertion that slowly seep out of wounds from resistence. Soiled bandages bind narrow spaces. Torsos of unflesh entwine with ropey tendons, terminating at tentacled appendages that grasp and clasp like the bars of an organic prison. Every action and reaction tightens and relaxes those chains, like loops of entrails struggling with peristalic process gripped by acute constipation.

This post has been edited by Praxis: Apr 20 2006, 03:52 PM

These are a record of my encounters with the four governors in TEX. Please feel free to add any insights, doubts, indescrepancies, similarities, or uncertainties you may have to share.


When I entered the aethyr felt as though I was swimming through a shimmering silvery water bubble. Once through the membrane I immediately began to call upon DOZINAL. As I do this I see myself entering a white temple of light. Inside is a pedestal with a teardrop shape upon it. It changes slightly when I mention the governors name. I call again and a white glowing childlike form appears hovering before me. The figure takes me to a field with trees, beautiful flowers and a stream. I then become unsure of the figure. [This by the way happens a few times throughout the experience, so any more experienced members, I ask your advice on the authenticity of the experience] The form wavers some and I see the entity with a 'greater' presence. Its darker and seems to be more like energy. The scenery seems to become a sort of photo=negative in color. I ask the figure if child image is something for me to more easily approach. Almost embarrassed it says yes. It mentions how it is associated with life energy-specifically that of plants. I keep seeing dew on flowers. It makes me think of the vivifying qualities pertaining to water.

I then seek to communicate with ADVORPT. At first I see snakes spiralling (anti-clockwise?) around a bird-like figure. It reminds me of a baby chick, but much larger. Then it's beak turns up like a pyramid or cone and a figure appears beneath, very wizardly. He becomes a bird and flies off into the air. I then follow in the form of a hawk (which is an animal I have a special affinity with). He then becomes clouds changing shape. He also mentions how he's a shapeshifter. I ask if he's a figment of my imagination and he says something like we're all figments of each other's imaginations. He says how he's associated with condesation and clouds in air. He shows me an image of a haw streaming to the earth like a lightning bolt. He tells me to learn from it and use it. I ask him to clarify and he tells me to think carefully about it. I think maybe it's a means for me to drag down energy and he nods. The scene changes a little and then he says that I should leave. I ask if I can finish talking to the other governors and he says yes.

When I contact GEMNIMB, I see an image of an owl/sparro/dove type thing with shimmering purples, blues, sivers, and greens. A tentacle reaches down from it and it goes into black water. The water, though black, has pastel hues to it. A figure comes out as a maiden (that very closely resembled a girl a had strong feelings for at the time) and I instantly became dubious. I sort of banish, projecting pentagrams and mental energy and the figure changes to a leopard. A few more changes I can't quite recall and the entity tries to get close, but my energy keeps it away. It finally transforms back to the maiden form again after asking it to take on a more comforting shape. I ask her/it what function it served. She says love and procreation. I am still doubtful and ask what this represents in nature. I see an image of a pitcher plant. She says digestion, assimilation, dissolution. I start to think vision may be more geniune than I earlier thought, but I just happened to be sort of personally at odds with some of the figure's energy at the time. I remember something about being a reflection...

Finally I contacted TAONGLA. First I see a right angle with a fluid flowing of it from right to left. It's suspened in nothingness, just a black void.It becomes a square and I get thrust into it. A white latexlike substance surrounded my like a glove. I then got twisted in it as a shark swam around me, as this membrane was thrust into an ocean bottom of sorts. I forced shark away with mental energy and tore through the film. I then walk around on ocean bottom. I think I maybe see a little coral. Shark returns and tries to eat me. I reverse the process and push it away. I repeat the name of the governor and then the shark peels itself back and underneath emerges a muscular man with dark hair. He seems to be the governor. He asks me why I was there. I give him the response I had given to the others-to explore, and gain knowledge. He laughs at this. (The others also laughed but in a lighthearted sort of way. His seemed somewhat menacing) He asked me why I was really there. I tell him I'm not sure. He asks me what I really want. I think for a moment and tell him that I want power and love. He laughs again, but this seems less menacing and he apparently accepts this answer. Words like hunger, desire, satisfaction, satiety, all came to the mind when around him. Then he told me I shouldnt worry so much and that In so many words I need to take control and be more assertive. (which for myself is actually pretty good advice) He also said that in time things would start to (make sense, come togehter, work out? something along those lines) He then said I needed to leave. I did, then banished and jotted all this down.

So, please respond with your thoughts on this experience.

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