A Mad Idea Or Not? Options

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/angry_pissed_off_emoticon.gif) well i have decided after my dreams tonight to do an full blown goetic evocation of some demons not sure quite yet wich ones and in witch order.
anyways to the point i have not really any past experience except i seem to have some natural connection whit demons.and i am planning to make the equipment from scratch.
and if thoose demons wont do something about my situations i will surley try to evaporate them (IMG:style_emoticons/default/chair.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sculacciata.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/00000047.gif)
so any last minute advice? i,ll go for it tomorrow at 02:00 night 10 in the morning now so got time to prepare but any good advice how to not be the one assraped by demons would be nice...i,ll post later on wich demons i decide to evoke.. P.s they have been playing whit my mind so.... thats why the rage here (IMG:style_emoticons/default/insane.gif)

well i had to come to the conclusion to calm down.... thou i know those spesific demons i wanted to evoke was playing whit me. i need to balance my mind and soul and also get stronger (IMG:style_emoticons/default/showoff.gif) to do anything. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smartass.gif)
in the meen while i,ll be studying a very newer concept of looking at magic as in the scientific way! what it is and how it is and leave the demons and other entities outside for a while. as why do i have to rush things i have food,water and a roof above my head and i am alive(note= not i am living. but alive.) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/play_ball.gif)

thou i know those spesific demons i wanted to evoke was playing whit me.

If it's not too personal a question, what lead you to believe that these 'specific' demons are/were 'playing' with you? Also, you said you have no previous experience... is that just with the goetia or with magickal practice in general? If it's the former, well, you gotta start sometime I suppose... in the latter case, well, it might be a good idea to get in some work on less taxing and more foundational material.

peace