Hi there and welcome on.
You asked a lot of questions…short answer for myself.
I have had many mystical experiences that I can not explain at all. Even 10 or 15 years later I don’t bring them up because of lack of context. Walking through a city with two friends, but not being acknowledged by anyone else except by forcing acknowledgement…sitting in a restaurant for 30 minutes and no service is a bit annoying but fun and terrifying when you realize what is happening. Other things that happened that night would require some context to have an understanding.
Can’t say the magickal kingdom is part of my experience.
I also know things I have never seen the need to share, however based on everything I have seen in my life, the want and or need to share probably will come up, so I will not take it to my grave.
I have had a similar experience to your mention of the book, but with people, or with movies. Very odd, very profound, and I have no answers as to why. With people, they are usually people I spend an intense few days with and never see again. In many of those cases, the things done where out of character, but not at all out of capabilities…in one case I can say that me and the other person where perhaps the two best people on the planet to do everything we did do. Where we just tools for higher powers? Possibly? Did we affect the lives of others? I am sure we did. How is it I can trust someone I don’t know and drive hundreds of miles and do totally bizarre things with them, and with people they know as well as I know them, yet have complete confidence in them? It had nothing to do with honesty or anything…just seemed like the best thing to do at that point in time, and in truth the little things that stood in our way seemed like nothing, but thinking back on it, I don’t know how we where so lucky to be successful.
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