Did Magic Change Your Life?and How ? Options

so i was wondering if magic changed any aspect of your life ! and did dealing with spirits change it? and in what way?bad or good,and how do u see your life without practicing magic?would it be different?

This post has been edited by superakarma: Nov 14 2007, 01:19 AM

Smiles all, I hope you are all well and safe!

I am more than likely the most ignorant one in the whole of this form, as I have never dabbled in magic, but have been addicted to the subject since having some serious out of the ordinary experiences when younger, it's funny tho because it was those experiences that for me anyhow opened my mind to the whole idea of the power of magic but I'm talking about a more mundane and everyday kind of magic, the kind of magic that is life itself and everything in it.....but I know there is of course a fundamental distinction between the magic I am referring to and ''Magic'' in its manifested and celebtrated form as would be known by most in this forum, real magic the kind that is worked on through trial and error.
The closest I ever got to real magic was having visions and commuinicating with energies as I call them was after buying a book called '' Summoning Spirits '' by Konstantinos,
that book , even though I didn't even get all the way through it, was a very specail book for me , mainly because of events that I was able to identify with,
as for example one of the
spirits in that book being Amsariah , It was a long night once, I was at the point of desperation after having been through some seriously disturbing awakenings in terms of let's say magical stuff, and I had a appariotion of Amsariah, I had no idea who or what a spirit form was untill a few months after having this apparition, I'm still not sure if the word ''apparition '' is the correct word here lol , but it sure looked real, and I wasn't driking or smoking weed at the time haha! ....
All I know is that after the '' apperition '' I for some unknown reason found myself wondering into the book shops in central London, I was normally more inclined to go to the guitar shops and jam with people haha , but I found myself in the occult sections of the big book stores in London, but it was when I was flicking through some book about summoning spirits yeh that one by Konstantinos, anyway, it was while flicking through that back that I nearly freaked coz I recognised instantly the apparition I had, it was that of a spirit called Amsariah...well that is one story amongst many others as to why I am addicted and in awe of anything to do with magic, it and many other amazing things that happened to me changed my life totally in as much a negative way as a positive one yup, I have been left with a completely paradoxical and dualistic understanding of life or my life, and what magic is all about, but I am very much on the ground here, magic for me fundamentally means the power to change, and find new knowledge to make onself greater that one is, in order to help others, all magic in my eyes no matter what shape or form it takes, must have a universal just as a personal objective and that is to help others become greater and find what lies within them so that they can too do know how to access their innate gifts.

Magic in all its shapes and forms for me, their is nothing comparable to it.
I am an outsider as I do not practice magic, but as I said when younger I lived through some very very special experiences that for me were magic and put me on a path and a manner in seeing life in a way that my neighbors would find hard to deal with haha , yeh ...

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