My Subconscious Isn't Working With Me Here! Options

A quick history: I'm quite new to chaos magic but practised another type of my very own eclectic voudou-influenced sishsash for years before I lost faith in magic alltogether and lived as an atheist for a couple of years. Now I'm trying to work out my way back into being a practising magician, since I lately had a revelation of sorts. Here goes: the reason I decided that magic simply doesn't work for me was after I spent a lot of time trying to solve a problem I had. I don't want to specify this problem but it had to do with something that was very important to me. Since I thirsted for results here a lot more than I had in any of the smaller (and succesfull) workings that I had done earlier failure was enough of a disappointment that I just stopped alltogether. So, why am I starting again? Simple: I had a dream about this problem, and when recalling it later I realised that all the other dreams I have had on it all show things the way they are, not like they were or should be. My mind wants this to be the situation, so I subconsciously shot myself in the foot when trying to magically change it. I even know why.

Could anyone suggest a method of working around this or something? I've tried meditating on the issue but haven't been very successfull.

I use a "vision board".


Buy a bulletin board and hang it on the wall (Hang it someplace where you'll see it regularly.) Write down your intentions and hang them on the bulletin board (I.e, "Money now comes to me quickly and easily", "I am now spending more time with my family", etc.) As you read those intentions every day, you'll be re-programming your subconscious in the process.



I personally have two vision boards hanging in my bedroom (They've done wonders for me. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) )