The Matter Of Prayer, How, Why, When, to what Degree? Options

So, lately I have been changing the way that I pray, according to the program, which I've been rather verbose about lately, namely Lisiewski books and attendant material. This has given me some difficulty, because I am not used to praying as he suggests - particularly speaking, out-loud. My periods of prayer in the past have been more contemplative, considering and turning my attention to the qualities of the Divine, seeking out in my own experience and sensibility, the expressions of the Divine around me, and expressing in a purely emotional manner my feelings for that Divinity.

When I perform various ritual prayers, either written by myself or drawn from the Psalms, Dr. Dee's prayers, Thelemic orations, etc., I don't feel any kind of exaltation during the prayer itself - with very few exceptions. It makes me wonder, am I praying wrong, or am I just used to praying a different way. Moreover, is my previous method of prayer - this somewhat direct internalized approach - somehow less effective, or effective in a different way?

Now, I have developed a strong connection to my experience of God through my own version of prayer. I want to try and develope this other practice because I want to know if there is a difference experientially. For those that have been praying this way for a long time, is it something that developed for you after a while? What does it mean to 'enflame thyself with prayer'? It is experientially different than the feelings and experience I have when praying 'directly' as I am used to? (more a question for myself there). In these spoken prayers, I'm seeing examples that involve asking for wisdom, forgiveness, guidance, etc. In my own version, I'm used to simply focusing on the immense presence, power, and glory of the Divine experience and expression, rather than asking for anything. Thus far, those things seem to deliver themselves as I need them - even to the point that by the time I got frustrated with my current level of magical development, I was introduced to Lisiewski's work, which has helped me progress. Other examples are scattered throughout my life. Not that I think it's wrong to ask the Divine for such things, but this sudden focus on doing that as a regular practice is kind of putting me off on some level.

Any suggestions, thoughts, or experiences to share with prayer in general, regardless of tradition, and how one involves themselves in it? In addition to the questions given above, for consideration and discussion?

peace

Well in my experience there are three types of prayer. But they all revolve around the rather hideous phrase, praying from the heart or as the occult says enflaming thyself.

The first is the set written prayer as found in the grimoric and catholic tradition. Ones you memorize and repeat so often that you don't even think of the words, they just spill out of your mouth. During these types I find myself staring out at the wonder of nature and my surroundings and finding great beauty and harmony welling up within my chest and body as my mind and mouth goes through its routine.

The second type is the protestant type or the type you use when you are feeling low, the spur of the moment, deeply intent type. These generally arise from great need or crisis, your eyes are closed and you are intent upon your actions and after a few moments you can feel the connection and welling up from within.

The last type usually follows the first two, the completely silent and wordless prayer. Not a meditative or contemplative action but rather just a connection to the divine with no words at all. Sense of peace and connection found in certainty.

All these have the common thread of a sense of wonderment and connection welling up from within, generally localized to the chest region. Not sure how better to explain it than that.

Vagrant Dreamer:

"Enflaming yourself" in prayer always occurs naturally as I am sure you may be aware by now. It's not like the New Agers who whip themselves up a storm and turn blue in the face while trying to recite "The Bornless Ritual" and expect something to "happen"--well I've got news, it will not, or it will all backfire and cause slingshot effects of such proportions you won't know how to handle it. It is a process that takes time, and if you are following my advice with the Dee prayers in regards to the Aspersions (my instructions are on my thread concerning this Ritual in the Ceremonial Magic area of this forum), I guarantee you something WILL happen in your growth. Though Old System Magic is an incremental process, there will ALWAYS be IMMEDIATE results. How can there not? One is adhering to the rules and coming closer and closer to Divinity, which is, as I believe Dr. John Dee once wrote, "is nearer than your hand and closer than your breath." Now stop. Ponder this line. It should literally evoke tears because it is so overwhelming a thought. It is this that we are after and prayer will bring about what I like to call a Divine intimacy in ways that no New Ager and their methods will be able to bring about. The Psalms, in time, should literally throw you into ecstasy...but again...this is all in time. For now, continue with the Aspersions (as all practitioners of the Science and Magic of Art, in my opinion should be doing) and everything will fall into place like you have never seen it before.

Fio Praeter Humanus:

It is good you are making these observations. They are true and it seems like you are making wonderful progress in prayer as ANYONE and I repeat ANYONE in Magic should be doing.

Most Sincerely,

Mr. Curi

This post has been edited by Mr. Curi: Mar 12 2008, 11:20 AM

Fio Praeter Humanus:

It is good you are making these observations. They are true and it seems like you are making wonderful progress in prayer as ANYONE and I repeat ANYONE in Magic should be doing.

I have been praying for the last 15 years. I sure hope I have progressed at least some in it...

Vagrant Dreamer:

Here is another helpful tip:

When reciting the Dee prayers (again, I remind you that these must be said only AFTER the 4-6 weeks using salt water, THEN you say the prayers immediately after the rite STILL using the salt water at this time). But to get to my point--remember that when you pray them, MEAN WHAT YOU ARE SAYING--but DO NOT force the words like the New Agers do. There will come a time when simply reciting them will do something to your spiritual unfolding nature and you may not be consciously aware of the words anymore. This, will be a GOOD sign and I ask that you report to the thread on the Aspersions when you do so that I can explain. God himself will fill you when the time is right because of your work.

Fio:

Believe it or not I have known people who have been 'praying' for fifteen years or more but have STILL not received any results. The same goes, again for the New Agers who are scratching their heads wondering what went wrong. This is the Magical world and there is no failure if you correctly approach the God of the Grimoires and the Divinity within you in the process that is Old System Magic.

Most Sincerely,

Mr. Curi

This post has been edited by Mr. Curi: Mar 12 2008, 02:13 PM

Fio:

Believe it or not I have known people who have been 'praying' for fifteen years or more but have STILL not received any results. The same goes, again for the New Agers who are scratching their heads wondering what went wrong. This is the Magical world and there is no failure if you correctly approach the God of the Grimoires and the Divinity within you in the process that is Old System Magic.

There is prayer and then there is going through the motions, hence the term "enflame thyself" to differentiate the two. I assure you I know the difference and I do not waste my time on idle efforts.