QUOTE(asimon2008 @ Jul 12 2008, 03:32 AM)
So Vagrant Dreamer? Have you ever had an experience like this? If you said it's an alien experience. Then you are saying that aliens are invisible. I don't know that. Also, I so fucking confused on this earth. are angels the grey ones or are they different?
Ah, by alien I meant foreign. I should have been more precise with my words. Although, depending on your beliefs, I might not rule out the possibility. I have heard all kinds of stories, yours wouldn't be the strangest. however, I prefer to start closer to home and work out from there, following occam's razor. The simplest explanation tends to be the most accurate.
I had similar experiences when I was actually a little younger than you. In retrospect - now that I know what it feels like to be in the presence of an incorporeal being - I know that in my own case it was just my imagination. But, I don't like to generalize experiences; for you it might be something different. All I'm saying is, reason it out for yourself, test your reasoning with action, observe the results. Don't jump to conclusions, or pick the most attractive explanation just because you want it to be something it's not. Objectivity is important in many areas of life, but when it comes to these sorts of experiences in particular, it's critical. Lose objectivity and start making assumptions based on wild ideas that sound exciting leads to, well, insanity in the long run.
Theories on Angels vs. Greys abound. Personally, I don't believe that angels and greys are the same beings. I've had experiences with angels, but not with greys, so honestly I cannot say for a fact it's true - however their modus operandi doesn't seem to line up according to what I've heard. You hear about greys abducting people, doing experiments, etc... on the other hand, Ezekiel is said to have been taken up to heaven on a flaming chariot, by angels. So, who knows. I've never asked an angel about it, as it's never crossed my mind while in the presence of one.
Being alive is confusing. It's the condition of consciousness limited to the physical template we, most of us, start with. I'm afraid answers are not always easy to come up with. For now, I suggest you try communicating with whatever entity it may be, just by talking to it. Or, thinking towards it. Most incorporeals are more adept at telepathy than we are. If you feel threatened, look into banishing rituals. Or try telling it to stop or go away. If it turns out to be something coming from your own imagination, then ultimately there's probably no harm, so let go and have fun with it. To test that you can try to control it. Make it do something else, etc. If you can control it then chances are it's in your own imagination, not an external entity. On the other hand, it could just be responding to your mental commands. But, it's a place to start. Open a dialog and go from there.
peace
V